[Lovehurtacceptance]

So for probably the last month I have been relatively pretty good. Ive been talking to my parents more letting go of emotions that I have been supressing. Ive been going out a bit more with different friends. But now after I got into collegiate that Im really happy about and I finished an AP exam that left me no time for me to think is over Im back in the dumps.Some of my friends went out after the exam but no one invited me, which bothered me. It put me in a bad mind set and now Im back to thinking of who my best friend is and relies I dont really have one. And to top it all off I know the only reason why I wanted to go with them is because Im falling for my friend but it would never happen because she would never see me that way. Yeah SHE, this is why I think I get depressed easily Im a confused teenager about my sexuality, which is something I havnt been able to tell my parents about because how can I expain this to them when I am still confused myself? But either way it doesnt shake this nasty feeling in me the hurt sad empty feeling. Its dark and gross I hate it! But why does it keep coming back! I cant I just be a happy person? Why do I have to be so confused?!

[Leed]

Being a teenager IS a confusing time. It is for EVERY teenager, hon. So you're not the only one. And why do you describe your feelings as "nasty & gross?" They aren't nasty & gross! Your feelings are YOURS and they are natural. If you are attracted to females, then that's how you were born and it's NATURAL. There is NOTHING gross about it. You shouldn't be ashamed of it. YOU are not nasty and YOU are not gross! You are a perfectly NORMAL, pretty, intelligent, worthy, special person who is deserving to be loved and cared for!!!

Then again, you MIGHT be just confused -- or you might be bi-sexual too. Time will tell. I don't know how old you are -- but you have time to work these things out yourself. There is NO HURRY. When you are more secure in yourself, you'll know exactly how you feel. And you CAN discuss these things with your parents -- they will LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME regardless of what you tell them -- I guarantee you!!!! You are their child -- they adore you!!

So try not to worry so much about this. Things WILL fall into place. Just take life a day at a time -- that's all we're given anyway, right? Have fun -- go to school -- and don't worry! Worrying doesn't change anything anyway. God bless & please take care. Hugs, Lee

[Puffyprue]

Hi Love,

you shouldnt think your feeling are nasty and gross, i dont know about other but i dont think it is

[Idiot17]

Your feelings are not nasty and gross. And their is nothing wrong in being attracted to females- nothing.