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Jun 04, 2012, 12:38 AM
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I've always felt I wasn't good enough... and now, coming out of a really rough relationship. Realizing that the relationship (over 4 years) really made me even more unsure of myself.
I always blamed myself for things and I had thought it was all stemming from childhood. But now... my boyfriend had been lying to me for all 4 years in some way or another. He lied to my face so many times. He'd always choose to talk to someone else, like his EX, or some other girl he ended up making out with while I was away one summer, or the girl he left me for, or the girl he did stuff online with... before me. I was never good enough - that's always how I felt. He kept telling me that wasn't true, but then he went and lied even more. I don't know what to believe anymore, and I feel really crappy about myself. what if all those depressed feelings, they were right? What if I am useless, selfish, unworthy of anything? Hopeless? Unloveable? I'm definitely selfish now =( I asked my parents for all this money for school today. I don't deserve it, I don't deserve what I have. All I want is to be happy, I don't want nightmares every night, I want to be able to sleep... I should be sleeping as of 3 hours ago. I want to live my life. But I don't have one, I gave it all up... useless, unworthy, not good enough, not good enough ever...
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#2
Jun 04, 2012, 01:20 AM
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(((((((((((((Turquoisesea))))))))))))
i know " not good enough" feeling too well , but thats not true, your boy friend a cheater & liar ever to think that he is the one that not good enough for you?
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Jun 04, 2012, 01:34 AM
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Jun 04, 2012, 03:03 AM
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Please don't EVER buy into that. The behavior of your Ex is NOT due to ANYTHING you did, or ANYTHING about YOU. It's all about his bad behavior!!! It's about his defects of character. He HAS no character!
You are JUST AS GOOD as anyone else, and JUST AS DESERVING as anyone else!!! Remember that God doesn't make junk! Some people get all the 'breaks' in life. And some of us have to work like slaves just to get the bare necessities. Why is that? No one really knows. Is it fair? No, not really.  But I don't think I'd want things handed to me either. LOL You are NOT useless, unloveable, selfish, hopeless, etc. NONE of us are!!! We were ALL put here for a reason -- it's up to US to find what that reason is.  . And there is always HOPE -- nothing ever stays the same. Things always change.  I know you're depressed right now, and I hope you're getting help for that, but PLEASE don't buy into any thoughts of being useless, etc. Cause it's just NOT true. You're a great person & you've got to learn to love YOU before you can love anyone else. So go to your mirror and tell yourself "I love YOU" until you believe it!  Hugs, Lee
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Jun 05, 2012, 11:49 AM
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