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Jun 12, 2012, 07:09 AM
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I am really having a hard time this morning, If I could take my life today-this would be the day. But everytime I see my little boy I know I cant. I need something to take my pain away. I feel like someday if I can't end this pain I will have no choice but to take my life, no matter what. I feel like I am being tortured and a person can take only so much torture. I have not therapy appointment until july 13th and I cannot cal any crisis line or emergency service I have not to take care of my kids. thanks for listening
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 doggiedo, Idiot17, Puffyprue, Rohag, SophiaG
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Jun 12, 2012, 07:57 AM
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Why can't you call a crisis line? :l
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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Jun 12, 2012, 08:07 AM
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((((((((((((rcrss5)))))))))
iam sorry that you are hurting,please stay strong for your baby boy 
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Jun 12, 2012, 08:52 AM
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Rcrss5, is the pain constant and consistent, or does it ebb and flow? Have you had bad mornings or days like this in the past? What helped then?
((((((( Rcrss5 & Son! )))))))
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Jun 12, 2012, 09:07 AM
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Jun 12, 2012, 01:21 PM
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I feel that I am in a major depressive episode, when I have them they don't let up. my biggest frustration is that I can't get motivated to do anything and I am lonely although I have my five kids. I also am dealing so many other things and I have very bad luck. Everyday is bad I do get a break sometimes when I am the fake Vicky, the on who pretends to be happy but is hurting on the inside while being fake. I have nothing I feel like a failure at everything and I am expereincing different emotions or what ever. I want to do something wreckless, I don't know what but something. I look at my kids and when I yell at them or don't have enough time for them I feel very bad and guilty. for this one time in my life I feel like my ex husband can raise them better than me. I don't even know who i am I have lost my core which was who i was (funny, hopeful, empathetic, caring ect) and am only left with a shell and my fake front I put on in front of others in society. I also do feel like I am part of this worl d I floating around the outside looking down, there is not place for me.
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