[shallowbeliever]

I just don't care anymore...

I feel like I'm like, uh, dreaming. It's like I'm numb, I can't feel a thing. I totally don't feel like doing the things I used to (playing guitar, writing and other stuff), and now I really don't feel like doing the things I NEED to do (eating, cleaning my room....).

Sometimes I'm just sitting here in my room at night and I remember something that happened in the morning and it always takes me several minutes to remember if it actually happened and when it happened. Everything looks like really old memories, I can't even remember what I did yesterday.

I just feel like a freaking robot, not even a human being. I just... exist. I'm empty inside.

This morning I woke up really early because and went outside and took my camera with me. I felt like watching the sunset and taking some pictures, because I ALWAYS loved to do so. But all I felt was sleepy.

I didn't feel happy at all.

The only thing I can feel sometimes is a really bad thing, it's like there's something in my throat and all I wanna do is cry.

Does anyone else feel this way? What should I do? I'm tired of taking all of those meds and still feeling this way

[shortandcute]

I am sorry that you are going thru this. KNow that you are not alone in this. Keep us posted--ok?

[awebb198488]

Originally Posted by shallowbeliever

I just don't care anymore...

I feel like I'm like, uh, dreaming. It's like I'm numb, I can't feel a thing. I totally don't feel like doing the things I used to (playing guitar, writing and other stuff), and now I really don't feel like doing the things I NEED to do (eating, cleaning my room....).

Sometimes I'm just sitting here in my room at night and I remember something that happened in the morning and it always takes me several minutes to remember if it actually happened and when it happened. Everything looks like really old memories, I can't even remember what I did yesterday.

I just feel like a freaking robot, not even a human being. I just... exist. I'm empty inside.

This morning I woke up really early because and went outside and took my camera with me. I felt like watching the sunset and taking some pictures, because I ALWAYS loved to do so. But all I felt was sleepy.

I didn't feel happy at all.

The only thing I can feel sometimes is a really bad thing, it's like there's something in my throat and all I wanna do is cry.

Does anyone else feel this way? What should I do? I'm tired of taking all of those meds and still feeling this way

Have you spoken to your doctor or therapist at all about the way you are feeling? Maybe the solution could be switching to a different medication or even just increasing the dosage. Either way, I hope things improve for you. we are all here for you.

[Bmee2]

You are not alone shallowbeliever.
Presently i am feeling the same way...except that i am tired of everything...just tired and too exhausted to do the few things i used to enjoy. Guess that is why they call it depression.

[PJ900]

I'm sorry you're going through this. But you're not alone. I'm on Viibryd, Zoloft and Adderall and still feel exactly as you described. Not only is it depressing, it's frustrating. I hope things change for the better soon.

Originally Posted by shallowbeliever

I just don't care anymore...

I feel like I'm like, uh, dreaming. It's like I'm numb, I can't feel a thing. I totally don't feel like doing the things I used to (playing guitar, writing and other stuff), and now I really don't feel like doing the things I NEED to do (eating, cleaning my room....).

Sometimes I'm just sitting here in my room at night and I remember something that happened in the morning and it always takes me several minutes to remember if it actually happened and when it happened. Everything looks like really old memories, I can't even remember what I did yesterday.

I just feel like a freaking robot, not even a human being. I just... exist. I'm empty inside.

This morning I woke up really early because and went outside and took my camera with me. I felt like watching the sunset and taking some pictures, because I ALWAYS loved to do so. But all I felt was sleepy.

I didn't feel happy at all.

The only thing I can feel sometimes is a really bad thing, it's like there's something in my throat and all I wanna do is cry.

Does anyone else feel this way? What should I do? I'm tired of taking all of those meds and still feeling this way