[hemasrajan]

I am 29 yrs old female. Single. I have been single all my life. I have never had a boyfriend. No one has ever loved me.(My parents love me,ofcource, but thats not what i meant) And this has been a big issue for me. I am really afraid that i will die alone and wont be able to find that someone for me. I see all the people around me are happy and moving forward in life, but i am stuck in the same place for so many yrs. i am in a job which i dont like and i want to do something which i would enjoy. But the problem is i dont know what i like to do. Both my personal life and career is going downhill. I often think about death but im sure i will not commit suicide coz i dont have the guts to do it. I just cant bear it when i see people in a relationship. I dont want be the old mean woman..
No guy has ever noticed me or shown any kind of interest in me. But guys become friends with me easily. and i know they all like me as a friend. When i see many girls who are so mean and girls who cheat on their boyfriends are in a relationship, i become so depressed, i certainly dont deserve to be neglected like this. I am 29 and i dont have any hope anymore. I dont know how i am gonna live through this life.
I have lost interest in things i once love, like reading, treking. these days i dont want to do anything.
i have tried to talk to some of my friends about my depression, but they dont understand how i feel and they dont even want to listen to me. now i dont feel like discussing it with anyone.
i just dont know what to do

[CloudyBlues]

I'm sorry for your sadness, your situation, and all I can recommend is talk to someone who is a professional listener instead of hoping your friends can understand you. You are not alone in your world, there are a lot of us feeling the same way right at this very moment.

Peace and kindness.

[Idiot17]

I have no one that loves me( if that helos antthing) its difficult, its hard to live.

[LisdaMJ74]

I know how it feels to not be wanted or loved. Everyone I seem to come in contact with leaves me sooner or later. My last two boyfriends cheated on me and the last got a girl pregnant while we were still together. I also don't have kids, and I'm almost 40 and feel like that ship has set sail. I'm also a newly diagnosed diabetic so I've even been questioning myself more why I am even here. I feel I have no purpose. It's getting harder and harder as time goes by......