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Not doing to good right now. I tried going to bed earlier and was almost asleep when I just started crying. I started thinking about my mom and what gonna happen when I get older and she isnt there anymore and i started crying like a baby, this is something used to do a lot but not since i was like 8. im really scared now, im afraid something is going to happen to her and i dont want that to happen cause i cant imagine being alive when shes not. im sad and scared and cant go to sleep anymore, im contemplating waking my mom up to make sure shes okay but i dont want to bother her. i feel like a mess rightt now
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I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Sorry we all missed this post last night. Next time that happens maybe you can just tiptoe in and reassure yourself that she is fine and then go to sleep. Does she know that you worry so much about her? Maybe you could talk about it with her when you get a chance.
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Panda, did something happen to make you start worrying again about losing your mother?
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I don't think so, unless I dreamed something bad and just didn't remember it. It just kind of seemed to come out of nowhere, unless it was due to me forgetting to take my meds the day-before but I don't really know if it's that because I've missed taking them a couple times before and I didn't get all depressed. I'm just not sure..
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I used to be the same way. I was told its to do with a fear of my mom leaving me. Its hard to describe but I got so bad as I couldn't see my mom until I was sure I was home for the day or I'd freak out! When in school didn't matter how old I was if she ever had to come to school and I saw her shed have to take me home with her and spend the day with me. And I'd do the same thing and be very concerned something would happen to her in her sleep or while I slept or was away. The drs had me step back from her in a since. Every time I wanted to call her or check on her I waited 10mins to see if the feeling went away then slowly move to a longer wait time. Very hard for me to do. But it worked!! I unfortunately had to move and now live 500 miles from my mom and still no worring I think that's the best advice a dr ever gave me. Try it sometime
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