i am tired of people just walking past me and not accepting that i need help

and the ones that do stop to listen laugh in my face and then just tell everyone else that i'm worthless and don't deserve to be talked to, and that no one should listen to what i say because i'm a god dam lier.

bleh.... " normal" people suck!

[whyme17]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i am tired of people just walking past me and not accepting that i need help

and the ones that do stop to listen laugh in my face and then just tell everyone else that i'm worthless and don't deserve to be talked to, and that no one should listen to what i say because i'm a god dam lier.

bleh.... " normal" people suck!

I know what you mean! I've asked for help so many times and my mom doesn't even care! I tried to kill myself twice and now everytime I'm upset she will say "why don't you just go kill yourself", I'm already going through severe depression and anxiety and I don't know what to do. I'm so tired of people no understanding and judging my choices without knowing my reasons

Originally Posted by whyme17

I know what you mean! I've asked for help so many times and my mom doesn't even care! I tried to kill myself twice and now everytime I'm upset she will say "why don't you just go kill yourself", I'm already going through severe depression and anxiety and I don't know what to do. I'm so tired of people no understanding and judging my choices without knowing my reasons

so glad i'm not alone...

here to listen if ever you need too.

[truitt661]

I understand your feelings but if anytime you think you need someone to talk to we are always here. If you would like private conversation we are still here to help. Otherwise, you can get a therapist to talk to.

[likewater]

Actually, ignoring people in pain is not NORMAL. It is abnormal, and I encourage you to get a therapist or counselor.

[likewater]

[QUOTE=whyme17;2485998]I know what you mean! I've asked for help so many times and my mom doesn't even care! I tried to kill myself twice and now everytime I'm upset she will say "why don't you just go kill yourself", I'm already going through severe depression and anxiety and I don't know what to do. I'm so tired of people no understanding and judging my choices without knowing my reasons[/QUOTE
your mom telling you this is ABUSE. I know, my mother encouraged me to commit suicide and my brother. My brother is dead. Please calk a suicide hotline, go to er,or tell a counselor and get away from ypur mom ASAP. May angels surround you.

[Travelinglady]

I agree. I'm not sure these people are "normal." To give them the most generous benefit of the doubt, they are at least burying their heads in the sand---or in "The Nile."

As soon as you can, get a therapist--and other people to talk to. These folks certainly are not showing any behavior that's helpful to you.

Originally Posted by likewater

Actually, ignoring people in pain is not NORMAL. It is abnormal, and I encourage you to get a therapist or counselor.

oh i see a therapist.

have done for ages now.

while it helped to begin with.... now it's just pointless and i don't intend to cary on with it

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

oh i see a therapist.

have done for ages now.

while it helped to begin with.... now it's just pointless and i don't intend to cary on with it

((((SS)))) have you discussed this with your Pdoc and/or your T? If it is not helping, perhaps there is someone at the practice / clinic that is a better "fit".

((((Why)))) I agree with the other members in that it is NOT normal to ignore somone that is in pain. Please reach out to a trusted adult for support. There is no reason for you to suffer.


Rose

[Leed]

PLEASE don't give up on therapy. Sometimes we get "stuck" in therapy. We "think" we've covered all the bases but of course we haven't -- we haven't even come close. LOL

TELL the therapist that you feel that you're stuck -- that things don't seem to be progressing and you're wondering why you're still coming. See what he says. See if he has any comments on what you still need to be working on. Or ASK him what you still need to be working on in therapy. But don't throw in the towel yet. Okay?

i know what you mean about 'normal' people tho. It HAS been my experience tho that i haven't met too many 'normal' people. The majority of people on this earth need therapy BIG TIME! And since I've had alot of it, alot of people need it worse than ME. LOL

Take care & God bless. Hope to talk to you soon. Hugs, Lee

Originally Posted by Leed

PLEASE don't give up on therapy. Sometimes we get "stuck" in therapy. We "think" we've covered all the bases but of course we haven't -- we haven't even come close. LOL

TELL the therapist that you feel that you're stuck -- that things don't seem to be progressing and you're wondering why you're still coming. See what he says. See if he has any comments on what you still need to be working on. Or ASK him what you still need to be working on in therapy. But don't throw in the towel yet. Okay?

i know what you mean about 'normal' people tho. It HAS been my experience tho that i haven't met too many 'normal' people. The majority of people on this earth need therapy BIG TIME! And since I've had alot of it, alot of people need it worse than ME. LOL

Take care & God bless. Hope to talk to you soon. Hugs, Lee

thanks for your concern, but i think i'm just gonna give up talking to anyone.

death is what i want, and what i need to be happy, and no amount of sitting in front of someone who just does not help anymore is not gonna do that for me.

done with all the struggle, done with life in general

[likewater]

Uh, shattered sanity, that's the WORST idea i've ever heard. You have a lot of options besides giving up on life. You can try a different T
if you want. I basically am in this world under protest, but after my brother either killed himself or was killed by our mom, i'll never know who pulled the trigger I am faced with the biggest catch 22. I want to die more, but I personally know the pain it would cause and as painful as it is, I think we are all here for a purpose. YOU are here for a purpose. Like I told someone else on here, to get through the day or each 15 min, 30 seconds, I give myself permission to do ANYTHING except cause harm to myself or another. Try that. Also if you are in immediate danger call suicide hotline, go to er, or call 911. May angels surround you.

[Travelinglady]

(((shattered sanity))) One of these days you CAN get away from these people in your lives who are making you so miserable. You have so much of life ahead of you. You can at least share your pain with us here, if you don't want to try another T right now. Life can get better. Many of us know--we have been in a similar situation to where you are. Remember, too, that suicide is a "permanent solution to a temporary problem," if that's what you are considering.

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

thanks for your concern, but i think i'm just gonna give up talking to anyone.

death is what i want, and what i need to be happy, and no amount of sitting in front of someone who just does not help anymore is not gonna do that for me.

done with all the struggle, done with life in general

This is such a sucky way of thinking. You have the drive from somewhere deep within that makes you confess your true self and know what it's truly like to not be judged here. I must confess I know this feeling, oh so deeply I do. I feel for you right now in your pain. But it is important that you at least let your T know that you are unhappy with therapy. You owe it to yourself to at least try another therapist.

Are you on any meds, if so, maybe there needs to be an adjustment or change. If not, maybe it's time to consider it. I know it's been one of the hardest decisions that I have made in my life, but has turned out to be one of the best.

*HUGS!*