[Ones44]

They told me that people like me should be hanged. They were supposedly my friends... What is so terribly wrong with me? ... ugh... Everyone seems to hate me. I mean, who wouldn't? I hate myself too. I have no friends... never will. I'm not even worth the air I breathe... I am a terrible person and I've never succeeded at anything. I hate this world so much... whatever, i'm not going to die yet...

[dailyhealing]

I'm so sorry you are hurting. I understand your feelings, and have experienced them myself, but would respectfully disagree that you are a terrible person. I believe things can get better and that healing is possible for everyone. I'm glad you posted and hope your bad feelings improve.

[Turtleboy]

I agree with dailyhealing you are not terrible you seem like a genuine person to me and a lot of us here feel similar to you, try not to let others dictate how you feel about yourself (this is hard i know) but this community will always be here to support you when you need it

p.s that's one of my fav metallica song ever good choice

[Fairy Tooth]

I don't think you are a "terrible person" at all. A truly 'terrible' person wouldn't call themselves that, don't you think?

Here's one person who bids you welcome to this community and doesn't "hate" you at all. Hopefully you'll find support here.

[CgRgSm]

Alright, all y'all (but mostly Deathlyones), you should hear me out. Please, try to understand, I am telling you the honest truth. A "terrible person" only exists in the form of an idea in a person's mind. There is a reason and explanation for everything. You have been convinced in your mind that you are this "terrible person" because someone else told you that you were this thing. IT IS A LIE. People only know what they are told, therefore, if you don't listen to them, it is NOT true. And you don't have to listen to them. THERE IS NOTHING "WRONG" WITH YOU. There are reasons for why you act the way you do, say the things you say, and everything else. Every thought that is generated in our minds is there because of something that has happened previously that caused us to think that thought. So stop thinking negatively, because you will never feel happiness if you do.

Now, I am a hypocrite, I am a very negative person, but I just told you in words the truth. Even while knowing this, I still cannot make myself think positively. But maybe you can.

[Ones44]

Originally Posted by CgRgSm

Alright, all y'all (but mostly Deathlyones), you should hear me out. Please, try to understand, I am telling you the honest truth. A "terrible person" only exists in the form of an idea in a person's mind. There is a reason and explanation for everything. You have been convinced in your mind that you are this "terrible person" because someone else told you that you were this thing. IT IS A LIE. People only know what they are told, therefore, if you don't listen to them, it is NOT true. And you don't have to listen to them. THERE IS NOTHING "WRONG" WITH YOU. There are reasons for why you act the way you do, say the things you say, and everything else. Every thought that is generated in our minds is there because of something that has happened previously that caused us to think that thought. So stop thinking negatively, because you will never feel happiness if you do.

Now, I am a hypocrite, I am a very negative person, but I just told you in words the truth. Even while knowing this, I still cannot make myself think positively. But maybe you can.

oh, but there is something very wrong with me... worse than you can comprehend. everyone can naturally sense my inner darkness and hate. more darkness and hate than you can imagine. They knew this and that is why they tried to break me, make me conform, "lied" to me... but no, I hate this world almost more than I hate myself.