[angeleyegirl]

This has getting completely annoying where my depression is trying to control my life with the anxiety. I'm on my meds now to control it because I can felt a bad one coming last night feeling totally down in the dumps. I didn't get any bad images of myself (thank god) this time. I'm dealing a lot of crap it has been stressing me out..

First.. my ex boyfriend got me sick on the day he left back home and had to dump his *** (online was cool but Real life made it a complete hell) , Second my hearing got a lot worse since it was five years ago.. for years no one not even BELIEVE ME until now which i have to do another mri, and last week I had to remove the strange bump out of my right big toe avoiding me to do certain activities.. (I wanted to cry so bad my sister invited to go to six flags)

The only workout I can do is yoga for now on the wii (the New U) and puzzles but other games i can't. I been crying in silence and try to fight it before i hang out with my sister tomorrow.

[Rohag]

Hello & Welcome, Angeleyegirl! Let's see...

• History of depression with severe depression + anxiety for three years or so
• Worsening hearing problems
• Feet/Foot problems
• Real-life drama and difficult people
• Academic difficulties (?)
• Limited social support
• Recent death of a close friend
• Stressful break-up
• Continuous nightmares

Wow. Do you have access to professional psychological support?
Please keep posting.

[angeleyegirl]

Rohag - So far none and that's why I'm on anti depressant meds... nobody knows i have it besides my sister and mom. I dealt through hell with relationships and friends cause they always wanted to start something or using me. Right now I'm just staying away from people cause I can sense energy from them, and even online. I have a few of them say that's cool to have it, me it's a LIVING NIGHTMARE! There still times I have a hard time fighting this on my own.. and still now. *sigh* About the toe it has been getting a little better but not fully 100% still look nasty.

[Snowy83]

Those bad experience with people would make you a stronger person, and the sad feeling will pass, I've been there, done that, and move on, you are now in the middle of it, you will get through it okay!!! I'm glad your sister is by your side, at least you get support from her, that is a good thing. Do you have bandage/cast on your big toe? Draw a smiley face on it, make it look less nasty and fun, hehe!!! Get better soon and hang in there!!!

[angeleyegirl]

Snowy83 - About my toe my mom and i decided to remove the bandage not putting it on since we kept changing since last week. So far it has gotten a little better but not as nasty. Thank you for the kind wishes, and yes I'm still fighting my way through.