[FireHack23]

Hello,
i've been struggling with mood swings for a long time. They happen every day. For a few hours, I would have a mania episode in which I'm very happy or over confident. For a few more hours, i'm drowning into a big depression episode where i cry all the time, feel worthless, unconfidend and sometimes struggle with cutting (i started at 16). I also had suicidal thoughts at 12. These mood swings sometimes affect my school work and ambitions and make me give up. I deal with this everyday and I can't anymore. Please help!

[Leed]

Hi ~ You really need to see a therapist. You SOUND like you may have BiPolar, but I'm NO doctor or therapist, so I cannot diagnose you. Call your doctor and talk to him -- have him refer you to a good therapist and he can diagnose you. You really need to see one, and the sooner the better especially with cutting. Try not to cut -- i know it's something that you feel releases the pressure, but try not to.

Call your doctor as soon as possible and make an appointment to ttalk to him so you can get a referral. I wish you the very best. Take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee

[FireHack23]

Thank you <3 I feel a little better today! but i'm positive my moods will swing soon...I might go see someone, but I'm scared of telling my parents..so I might go alone.
Anyway thank you xx