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Old Jun 03, 2006, 12:28 AM
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Not doing that great today. I don't know if it's the weather or what but I've been really down today. My anxiety is keeping me crippled right now, which is not helping matters any.

I have to do stuff tomorrow--around people, no less. I really don't want to do any of the things I'm supposed to be doing right now...but I will.

Ya know it's kinda funny. I wasn't taking my meds a couple of days ago and for the past two days (after getting it filled) I have been. I'm actually feeling more depressed. My anxiety's worse. I don't know if it's because of the meds or what...the chest pains were back today. I doubt it's due to the meds but things just aren't good at the moment.

Nobody's done anything to me to upset me or anything like that...just feeling really depressed today. It's like something is dragging me down...fast.

Tomorrow's event (the baby shower) is just freakin me out. I don't ever go out and now I've gotta be around 30+ people??? Somebody hand me some major sedatives or something! I'll take a handful just to kill the panic and anxiety!

Another thing I've noticed lately is that it seems whatever comes out of my mouth people are taking offense to or finding something wrong with what I'm saying. Maybe I should just shut up and shut down...for like a month! Nobody would have anything to say then!
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Old Jun 03, 2006, 12:45 AM
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Lex, I have periods like that, when everything I do and say gets taken wrong. I don't know if the problem is me or them, so I can't help you solve it, but I do at least know how you feel. Holler if you wanna vent. So Down

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Old Jun 03, 2006, 03:16 AM
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good luck lex.
hope u sleep well tonight.
(((hugs)))
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Old Jun 03, 2006, 10:20 AM
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EEEEk, nothing worse than having to be around people when you are not up to it. I hope the baby shower goes well for you.

I would have something to say if you went for a month! I would say "COME BACK LEX"
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Old Jun 03, 2006, 05:35 PM
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(((((((((((((((Lex))))))))))))))) I hope the baby shower went all right.
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Old Jun 03, 2006, 05:46 PM
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(((((((((((((lexi))))))))))))))))

I hope your evening is better. Continual anxiety is so hard to deal with. I hope you find some relief.

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Old Jun 03, 2006, 08:57 PM
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The baby shower didn't go good...well at least not for me. The anxiety is getting too high and I'm really not wanting to leave the house at all anymore. It's just too much to leave.

Even with distancing myself from the crowd the anxiety was way too much for me to handle.
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Old Jun 03, 2006, 10:18 PM
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I am sorry Lexicon, I am having great difficulty leaving the safety of my house. May you find some relief soon... You take good care of yourself...... Lilith
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Old Jun 04, 2006, 08:49 AM
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I am sorry Lex. Maybe it was a bit too much too fast. Take care.

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Old Jun 05, 2006, 07:47 PM
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soothing thoughts from the cave, I hope the stinky anxiety dissipates for you (((((( Lex ))))))
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Old Jun 05, 2006, 09:46 PM
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I went to see my dad yesterday and today and am doing much better. Unfortunately my chest pains were back today.
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