[xrainstormx]

I feel like I am in this dark hole I can't climb out of. I talked to my mom about going to the doctor again. She said that we could but we wouln't go a lot. That means a lot less then before. I was supposed to go every week but I ened up going once every three weeks. Now I would be going less than that. I am worse than ever now. She also greatly implied that is would be a big hassle to take me. I have no car. they won't let me get one. I am trapped with all these problems and no way out.

[telb]

(((RS)))
u are me i am you?
i know how u feel. hang in there. we can make it.
-telb

(((((((((((((((( xrainstormx )))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((( telb ))))))))))))))))))
I'm in that hole too... lets climb up together!

I am so sorry things are so challenging at a time when you need support.

Maybe you can look outside your family for support.
-some states have mental health organizations that provide meds, therapy, and transportation. for instance in Texas we have MHMR.
-maybe you could find a support group to supplement your therapy. Most support groups are free.
-can you schedule a weekly lunch with a friend. Perhaps just at a local park, just to keep in contact with others who care about you.
-Ask your dr perhaps if he could help in any way with the price of your sessions. maybe reducing the cost means you can go more frequently.

hugssssssssss best of luck. we care!!!

[xrainstormx]

Thank you.