[HelplesslyHopeless2]

I woke up today feeling low. I didn't want to get out of bed to go to class, I didn't even want to shower. I just wanted to sit and sulk in my low. I finally decided to get up but had already missed two classes and I felt like a failure. Now I'm sitting here contemplating just packing up and leaving college. I feel as if I can't do it anymore. I feel as if I'll never accomplish anything. I don't want to go back to my family but I don't want to stay here either. I don't know what to do. I don't actually have the means to leave but I don't have the energy to stay. I'm far from home and I'm scared of these highs and lows. I just want to be happy but I don't feel like I ever will be. The thought of running away gives me slight peace of mind. I don't know what to do.

[TroubledAngel12]

Honestly, I'm stuck in this situation, too. I live with my parents right now and it is a nightmare. No privacy, too much nagging, and they are downright annoying at times. Most of the time I feel miserable and I don't feel like living but at the same time I try to push the thoughts of worthlessness away and trying to dive back into completing college and getting a job and leaving my parents house and getting my own place so that me and my girl are together. The most important plan is setting goals and to make exciting plans for the future that will motivate you to keep your head up and stay strong. Mine are to finish college-get a job-make money-get Driver's Liscense-get a car-buy my own place-move in with my girl-get married. A long set of goals, yes, but planning does help a lot.

I recommend counseling because most counselors do help to talk you through your situations. I have been seeing a counselor for a few weeks and she does help me. Be aware of over-the-phone counselore, though. Some are kind but some are rude.

[HelplesslyHopeless2]

Thanks for all of the advice! I do find it hard to talk to others though.