AHHH!!! Sometomes I just don't know what to do!! Maybe you can help me??

ok so the other day well maybe I shouldn't start there ummm for as long back as i can remember my "father" hit me! ummm well now I am out of that situation but honestly not a day goes by that I don't remember the terror that I went through! Then I moved on I tried to forget and I met this boy who actually helped me through alot but that turned out bad he ended up beating me too while we were dating saying things like your "father" did it so I could! It just hurt sooooo much that 2 people I really cared for and loved could hurt me in that way! Now that you herd that maybe you can help me out with this the other night my sisters bf came home drunk and just walked right up to me and hit me really hard in the face. It wasn't as hard as I have been hit in my past but it still hurt like no other. I told everyone and no one really believes me and the ones that do are basically turning the other way if you know what I am saying. I'm trying to move out I actually got a second job yesterday! So the money will start to come in better and I can get out of here but until then what should I do? please don't say call the police well B/c I have in the past and believe me where I live they don't help they say stay in different rooms till you calm down! but if you have any suggestions that would be greatly appreciated! Thank you

(((((heathery)))))

First of all,

Welcome to Psych Central!

You got to break the cycle honey!.......Get away from the situation, you don't deserve to be treated like that.

Move out as soon as possible!

and get some counselling.

Take care.

Welcome heathery. I do agree with pegasus. Get out as soon as you can. Please try to stay safe.

Welcome to PC and please post as your feel comfortable.

ok but its hard to say just get out i have no where to go i think i am just s.o.l. and have to learn to live with the fact i guess hitting is a part of life!!!!! just deal with it right and suck it up as my "father" used to tell me who knows???

I would take one basic lesson in self defense. In a matter of an hour you can learn some basic moves to keep yourself safe... it's designed for protection in a mugging by a stranger.. but it would help you be safe at home too! Maybe you can even find the information online? Some tips are really simple, but will help you feel safer (and you will be!)

I'm glad you are able to work and get out of this. I'm sorry noone believes you. TC!

((((((((((((( heathery ))))))))))))))))

You have very low self-esteem and you have been brought up to believe that hitting is a part of life!.......NO! NEVER!

You deserve much better.

Do you have any friends that might let you stay with them?

IMO - Getting away from this situation, even with no where to go would be better than staying.

Take care.

i mean i have friends but they all go away for school and the ones that dont lets just say i wouldnt trust em with a penny in my pocket if you get what i am saying ahhhhhh again there is not light at the end for me i see no way out just work see this is how i look at it "WHY AM I DYING TO LIVE WHEN IM JUST LIVING TO DIE?" its by my favorite rapper 2PAC but i dunno think about it you know