One good day

What I wouldn't give for one good day. It's been so long now since I've had a good a day I'm not sure if they ever really existed.

I manage to go to work most days my coworkers have no idea how depressed I am. although i'm sure they can tell I'm diff. somehow. I''ve worked in the medical field for 25 yrs. and have seen so many folks suffer from horrible illnesses . I feel very guilty other than suffering chronic migraines I am otherwise pretty healthy. i'm rambling now and probably not making any sense. this happens sometimes I just can't hold my thoughts together

I don't work in the medical field, but I know exactly what you mean. I have been having health anxiety myself. I feel guilty that I see people who are not well and I'm doing OK, except for a few things. People say that I'm totally healthy. I reply back saying, "that's what you think!"

It seems like for me this year, there's been a lot of tragedies around me. It makes me stop and think. Other than health issues that people around me are having, there has also been other kinds of setbacks happening to them. It's all pretty scary to me.