Well it's been awhile

Well it's been awhile since I've been on here. But right now I need all the support I can get. I've got no one literally. My mum kicked me out cos was sic of taking me to doc appt so living on my brothers floor at his place and its taking its toll. We had a fight today is I was Laying down reading apparently I do nothing, which got me angry cos all I've done since I've been staying here is watching the kids, cleaning etc I'm starting to feel as tho they should be mine considering what I do for them. Don't get me wrong I'm grateful for what his doing but seriously give me some me time for once. As I sit here crying the thoughts going through my head are all bad as I'm realising I have no one

It can really suck feeling like no ones there, really listening, or really caring. I wanted you to know youlre not alone and people care. Its times like this when PC is the most helpful by connecting us to others we wouldn't have any way of connecting with otherwise. Try to remember that while it feels like you're on the dark side of the moon right now, out there, in a place you can get to, the sun is shining and people are enjoying. You deserve it as much as they do.

Teary_Me!!! I'm so sorry you're in this situation, yet I'm so glad to see you post. I believe your fans are all still here.

Hi teary I am feeling very similar right now...my husband is the only person I have admitted being depressed too...he is the only one I confide in and he just told me that this (meaning my depression) was becoming too much and that I needed to "quit this *****" as if it was a choice!!...it sucks when those we love are so cruel and hurtful...I'm am sorry about your situation.

we are all here for you- and are here to listen anytime

Bless your heart. I can't believe your brother is taking you for granted, considering you're watching his children all the time! Can't he realize what it would COST him to hire someone to watch them? It would be VERY pricey! What's the matter with him? He's your BLOOD for God's sakes!

I pray that HE is never in the same circumstances. The way he acts, no one would want to take HIM in.

I just wanted you to know that you're not alone, and you ARE appreciated! Those precious children wouldn't have anyone without YOU. I'm sure they love you too!!! God bless you and please keep posting, okay? We'll listen.

Take care of yourself, okay? Things won't always be this way. One day you'll probably be some high falooting (sp) president of some company! LOL Hugs to you! Lee