plz help me

hi there
i am 24 and i don't know what to do
when i was 15 i was in hospital for 3 years with problems self harming ect
well i feel so low at the moment
and i feel like i have noone
i am so lost with what to do
i don't wanna go to my dr and ask for help cus i don't wanna go back to hospital
i can't talk to my partner he is not very understanding
someone plz help me
i feel like everything i came through is falling apart and every day seems to get worse and worse
i am so scared
i can't talk to my family they don't understand
it seems noone dose
ppl just tend to run away when i talk
i am made to feel worthless and like a nobody by everyone around me
all ppl seem to do is use me and walk all over me
grrr i can't get how i feel across
so hard having no one to talk to when you do wanna say how your feeling you can't get it out
anyway i don't know what else to say
i just want help i guess
i don't wanna be alone anymore

Please feel FREE to talk to all of us here in the FORUMS..... I promise no judgement, only support. ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ (((((((( HUGS )))))))


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

we will talk to you and listen. we care here and we share. please feel comfortable with Psych Central. There are tons of people here who have been through what you're going through. trust me, we have. xoxoxo pat

i know there are ppl out there to help but finding how to get across how your feeling is so hard

and i don't want ppl to think bad of me

i just went through 3 years trying to get the hospital to let me

and i can't risk losing all the work i have done and them sending me back

i try to come across to everyone who knows me that i am ok
and i know i am not
i am far from it
and like everything is so hard now
i don't wanna answer the phone incase i can't handle the call
there is just one thing after another and i have this whole bunch of stuff i need to sort out
and to get stright in my head
i have no idea where to start

((((((( HUGS )))))))

Please know that it took me the last ten years of very hard work to start and complete most of my healing process..... and YES it was a roller coaster ride with many ups and downs along the way.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

Please check out the book I listed in the Rate & Review...... called: Feelings Buried Alive Never Die.

start by telling me how old you are.

and where do you live? are you in school? do you work?

i am a single woman and i live with 3 dogs and 4 cats. i am moving from Oklahoma to Texas this week. I'm really excited about having a new home and a new state to live in.

have you been diagnosed and if you have, can you share that DX with me? and are you on meds?

Welcome to PC good chatting with you too You'll find many members here who have similar stories...no freaks here... lots of understanding ppl.... we're a support community... we won't always agree, but we will try to keep what's in your best interest posted.

I'm alone too... but older. There are plenty of members who are alone in life here...but we aren't alone here! TC

i apologize for missing your age in your first post.......and sky is right. we aren't alone here. there's always someone online to talk to, pat

ok i am 24
i am in a strange relationship kinda feel like we are 2 mates living 2getherer in a way
i don't work at the moment
i do volantry stuff with animals
oh and i only get 5 posts a day for a bit lol
so if i don't respond thats y lol
and i lve in the uk
think that was it
oh yeah i was dignosed when i was in hosp
with server psycostic depressin with schizophrenia tendencies with a few other bits but thats it basicly

i'm glad that you posted again. are you certain that you can't seek out a therapist to talk to? i know that i am on the theme of that right now, but it sounds as if you need to talk to someone pretty soon. i'll be on here, off and on, tomorrow. xoxox pat

It was nice chatting with you tonight/this morning. Don't forget to let me know how it goes. Remember all you have to live for and make the best future for yourself that you possibly can.

Best Wishes,
Rap

I tend to have the same problem with people in real life...trying to get them to understand what I'm saying and I've been a cutter for the last 15 years or so.

I struggle on a daily basis to just talk to someone I can relate to in the ways I need to relate to people. It's very hard, but is possible.

Hang in there...it will get better.

I agree with Pat, I think a good therapist would be a great deal of help. I have been in therapy for years... Oops, did I say that???
mollydaisy