Got Locked Up!

On saturday night I got arrested and charged with drug possesion I spent the night in jail and at about 2:30 was released thanx to my friends who bailed me out of jail, thing is they don't have enough to lock me up with, and every1 says I will get off free, but the thing is I very depressed about the whole situation, not scared just depressed. I feel that ever since it happened everybody has now abandoned me I know its not true but that the feeling I get, my mom took the whole thing real easy I lied to her and told her that it wasn't mine which she believed thank God for that one. I feel suicidal all over again and I wish that the feelings would go away, but they won't, one good thing came from all this though, now I have a dreaded phobia of prison and cops, I can't even think about going back inside a cell, cause if I do I will die in there, and cops I can't even face them without getting all panicky and wanting to run away. Life was hard enough now I have this too, my next court appearance will be on th 1st of September wish me luck guys, I will need it.

Psyclox, I'm so sorry.. I wouldn't normally say this, but I have been in the same position you are in before. Not because of drugs, but because of something else. We all make mistakes... each and every one of us. We have to learn from things like this. I'm here if you'd like to talk about this. Just PM me whenever you want to. I wish you the best when you go to court in September.

What were you caught with?

Usually being under the influence of any type of drug will increase your mental health symptoms, especially depression. I should know because I've been there too many times to count. (I'm a recovering pothead!)

Also you shouldn't carry anything on you since you never can be too careful with people or the law.

I wish you the best of luck in September.

I take it you are using from that statement that you are glad that your mom believed you. Or maybe you were telling the truth I don't know Either way your depression is a thing you need to deal with right now, before it gets out of hand. I have been there, and one thing you don't want the cops coming to take you away to the hospital either because you say something to the wrong person (or actually the right person) I have had this happen and will never forgive the person who called the police on me as they were extremely and unnecessarily harsh with me..... Even tried to get me to say things that would put me in jail instead of hospital... except on caught on pretty quick, heck I am 49 yrs old and have dealt with police too often throughout my life in one form or another. Please get some help for your depression..
Coming to PC is great as you can get a great deal off of your chest and feel better about things sometimes just by talking (typing ) about them. You will find a great many here who will understand you and what you are experiencing. Hope to hear from you again and take care and know that I am sending as many prayers and good thoughts your way as I can.... Linda

(((Psyclox)))) I'm saddened to hear this. Ok, you have a few MONTHS to work through things and straighten yourself back out

thanx guys to answer sum questions i was caught with half a blotter acid and 2 straws 1 had traces of kat in it and the other had nothing my lawyer said its not enough to charge me with but still scared none the less.

I don't blame you for being scared, courts very scary...intimidating. Don't be depressed, I'd put your energy and invest into a lawyer and getting what you need to get out of it. Have you ever been charged with anything before? If you have a record then there maybe a problem, but if your a first timer the chances are you will walk out of there.

Don't kill yourself with worry about this.

yea it sounds like u be ok ... here (nz) we have a diversion scheme where first time offenders generally get off with warnings ... not sure how it is with you ...

don't carry anything on u ur not prepared to swallow au.