[xrainstormx]

So the other day I got sick when I took my medicine for depression and everything else. It did not stay in me long enough because I threw up. I didn't have enough to take more. Needless to say I got so messed up. I hate if you don't take medicine for a day it screws you up. I know I can't blame it all on the medicine though. I was crying and couldn't breath. I can't remeber being that upset only once and it was when my dad threw me into a wall. It felt like everything I knew was wrong. I was in my own sadden world. It was horrible. I was mean to boyfriend. I though I had a good reason but then I figured out I was going crazy and got more upset. Has anyone every felt this way? Am I okay?

[xrainstormx]

I didn't get to finsh what I was typing before. it just really scared me I guess. I hate feeling that way. It feels like there is nothing that I can do to stop it. I know it is all in my head but it can't be over come just like that. I need to find a way to deal with it. How do you guys?

[Camilla]

I totally know how you feel. I'm terrble for letting my prescription run out and then not having the energy to get it done when I need it. THe longest I went without was for 5 days and I have never felt so low in my life. I'm also bulimic so I understand about being sick on the tablets!
It was tough, but you got through it. Try not to feel guilty. All I can suggest is to try your hardest to relax when you are in that situation....the more you worry and panic about not having your meds the more you feel like you need them Saying that, I also totally unerstand that that is easier said than done!
Hang in there, don't beat yourself up about it xxx

[xrainstormx]

Thank you I appreiate that. I feel you. I have been struggling with and eating disorder for some time now. I hate how everything comes into pkay at once. it just can't be one thing that bothers you but it ends up being them all.

[(JD)]

First, it IS NOT all in your head. Our minds and bodies are so interconnected! Talk to your doctor, as he/she wants to help you and knows how to. (((hugs)))

[sujunew]

((((((((((xrainstormx))))))))))

[xrainstormx]

I don't see her enough. I need to see her more but I can't because of my parents. I pretty much have to wait till i am out of the house and get my own health insurance to see her like I need too. I only see her like once a month.

[Hopefull]

Sorry to hear that. Hang in there.

[Rhapsody]

What is left unresolved in the HEAD will come out through ones BODY...... mentally & physically.

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs)))

[xrainstormx]

Does that mean to work it out on my own???

[Rhapsody]

No that means..... to work on it but usually with the help of another (or a friend) - check out the book I posted in Rate & Review called: Feelings Buried Alive Never Die.... it will explain how things effect us and how we can heal them.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[(JD)]

Sounds like you need to express this need to both the T and your parents. ((hugs))

[desirae]

I know what you mean, I hate that feeling to. It's important to keep in line with meds...(I'm such a hypocrite), although it's difficult, that way we can avoid feeling so low. I hope you feel better and if you keep keep getting sick make sure to say something to your doc.