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Old Apr 02, 2007, 11:20 PM
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something happened to me on Palm Sunday in Church.......

I was sitting in church...sitting down....and all of a sudden i started crying. I dont know why....out of the blue....tears started rolling down my cheeks...but for some weird reason no body noticed....unless they felt it was too ackward...but my boyfriend never saw anything and neither did a friend and they were sitting on either side of me.....i just started crying....it was the first "real" cry i have had....every time i have cried was painful and sobbing and deep...and there wasnt many of them...this was just me sitting there and tears began to fall....then all of sudden the Psalm was sung....God, Remember me (in your kingdom)
that made me cry harder...i havent been to church in awhile...but i have been a firm believer in Christ and would die for him and always Acknowledge him...but something was different that day....i dont know what exactly happened...and i think for some reason God gave me that mercy to cry in his home and not have others see me ....i dont know...but i havent cried since....or even felt like it....the rest of the day i was quiet and kinda isolated thinking to myself.....i guess it coulda been me crying for him knowing what he did for me and im hurting the body that he created and died for....its hard for me to swallow that guilt.... it coulda also been because i am away from church so much and i miss it....i also miss my old church....i miss not being able to have communion (you have to be catholic to take catholic communion and i am greek orthodox and need to go to a greek church to take communion but the only church is 2 hours away) it coulda been alot of things....it really hasnt changed anything...my attitude towards myself and whatnot...but it did remind me to not forget God............
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Old Apr 03, 2007, 02:09 PM
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When I saw your subject line, my mind automatically kicked in and finished the sentence that it is so familiar with... "Something happened, and now I know, He touched me and made me whole." It isn't always an earth shattering experience or a voice coming out of a burning bush, but I do believe "He touched" you. Something happened
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