[BlackTears]

Wow I havnt been on here in a long time... How much my life has changed since my last post... My life never ceases to throw me down.. I am now a mom to three and after being with my husband for 12 years and having his kids im now divorced.... I found out recently that my husband had started a romantic involvement with a coworker during my pregnancy with our last daughter.... I had no clue when we seperated she was the reason I had always thought she came after but I was wrong... My life has just been turned upside down and I am so lost!!!!!!! Our divorce was final in nov.. I dont know how to except the fact that my family is gone over and for what for a girl who was married also and never left her husband and has since dropped my ex husband.. Convienent how nice hes been to me lately... Im just so lost....

[shezbut]

(((BlackTears)))

I'm sorry that you're going through such a rough time right now. Separation and divorce aren't ever easy to go through imo. {I've only been through it once myself, but I sure as heck can't manage the thought of it happening again!}

Things do become easier with time though. I can assure you of that! They start as just little steps in the day, but those steps slowly get wider and more firm. My advice is to try to find yourself and what makes you happy. Personally, I love to exercise. That's my emotional and physical release of emotions ~ I walk fast for several miles, lift lots of weights, etc. That works for me. I also listen to my iPod , charged up with my favorite tunes & that helps too.

Gentle hugs to you ~ I hope that you find some type of peace and solace very soon to make this time more manageable.