[RainbowFalls]

I'm new here and have no where else to turn. No one who understands depression and living daily with it. I could write a book on how crazy things have been lately. I cry at everything, most people think I have become too sensitive but I wish they'd see that's due to lack of understanding for so long. No one ever sees that, they only see me now. I'm 23 yrs old and am missing out on my life. Daily I cry because I literally can't think of much I can do right now. It's so hard when you don't feel you can open up bc no one has the time. I just need someone to listen.

Thanks for reading.

[Evangelista]

Rainbowfalls..Welcome..and I am so sorry that you are in such pain..there are allot of caring and supportive ears here to listen...hope that you will continue to post and hope it helps to hear other supportive voices going thru the pain of depression too..

((((((((((((((rainbowfalls))))))))))))))))

we care and are here to listen.. come pull up a seat and welcome to the forum.

[ouch]

I hear you.... I too feel lost. I cry at home where no one can see me, but I understand your pain.
There has to be light somewhere right?

[Rhapsody]

I am CRYING right now................................. no one knows at home.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[tita]

Hi
I realy know what depression feels like ( and does) You are definitly not alone. Welcome to P.C.it has been My life saver.PM me if You feel like it.
(Welcome.also)
hope You feel better,

[RainbowFalls]

Thank you all for welcoming me and for your comments. I haven't been here since the day I joined. I have been very depressed and trying so hard to figure out what I am going to do. It's ruining my life. I hope that being here will bring me some peace knowing that I am not alone in this. Many people say you're not alone but do they really understand? All I am looking for is true friendship/love and support. My BF is an amazing guy and does alot for me. I just think our relationship is suffering because I rely on him too much.
I don't think anyone really understands when I tell them I'm scared. I want to tell everyone just how scared I am but I'm just as afraid of their reactions. All they can come up eith rather than comfort me (whether they understand or not). I'm not fully asking them to understand my feelings etc. but to just be there. That's it. I'm scared of life, what to do and where to start. I've waisted so much time I need to go back to make things better now. Yea obviously that's not possible. I'm scared to death and I can't even start to count how many times I have cried. You guys.....I cry so much and it's so sad. I'm starting to feel sorry for myself.

Well I have to go. Just wanted to say thanks really and hope you all are doing ok.
Takecare

[Keichan]

I am 16 and... I really understand somehow... I will listen if you like... We could help eachother...

[Kellyann]

I am new here as well. Like you I am looking for someplace to turn because I have no one to turn to, no one that takes me serious any way. I also write, mostly about my thoughts, confusion and frustration with life. Just take it day my day, I find that writing helps, not much but it helps. If you need someone, I am here. Hang in there

[sammi]

hey i'm new too but in the first few days that i;ve been on this site i've found nothing but support everybody on this site is truly amazing and please know that ur not alone anymore

[Frozen_Heart]

Rainbows fall, glad to see you found your way here. I too came looking for someone to turn to, to be able to say what is going on to someone that will take the time to 'hear' and offer support. I hope you feel like you get that from all of here.

(((((hugs)))))))