When I Cry I talk to myself......

Right now I am crying, I feel as tho I was cursed with a lifetime of depression. To me alot of ppl go 20 years into there life and are hit with depression, I seem to have been depressed since i was first born, I remember it all so well, so does my mom.

I am sorry god that I have rejected you, what must I do if I am in pain? The tears that flow, the love, that is lost, I am talking to myself, as I cry,....I cry,...I am ok...

I am not ok...................

(((MOONKIN))). It is okay to have a bad day now and again. PLEASE PM if you ever would like to talk. I understand how you feel to mourn the loss of a life you feel that you possibly never will have, but at least you have a Chance to change the future with proper therapy and a positive attitude. Take care (((MOONKIN))). Soidhonia

so sorry you are feeling so low. We care about you Moonkin Hugs

(((((moonkin)))))

I hear you and I am listening. You know, when I cry I talk to myself too. I talk to those who I wish could hear what I have to say. I talk to those who seem safe in my head and I sometimes pray that somehow God will let them know that I am talking to them. I hear you moonkin and I too understand that feeling of depression from a young age. But there is hope even at a glimmer, it is hope. Keep reachng and talking. There are so many listening and hearing you. Give yourself credit for reaching out. I am sitting there with you listening. Keep posting and reaching. I care and I am there.

purplesecrets

((((((((((((sweet moonkin)))))))))))

gentle hugs and squeezing your hand

jinny xoxoxoxoxo