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Old Apr 06, 2013, 01:49 PM
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Please keep posting...... It's not much but I've come out of my cave to use words.. You haven't made me feel worse. I know this is just cyber space but we do care.... And some relate...Or have been where you are, sometimes many times, or for what seemed like forever...

It's not that I don't want to post anymore, it's just that I don't want to live anymore.
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Old Apr 06, 2013, 01:50 PM
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Old Apr 06, 2013, 04:59 PM
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I know how you feel, I understand. Because this is how I feel now.
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Old Apr 06, 2013, 05:05 PM
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God Loves You! I know it's easier said than done but start thinking positive and change your ID to Goodenough or I'mGoodEnough...
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Old Apr 06, 2013, 06:03 PM
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i feel some of your pain
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 06:09 AM
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There was a time in your life that you felt loved by someone. There was a time when you loved someone. Remember that experience. Relive that experience. Then take that love and give it to someone else that needs it. You'll feel better
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 06:56 PM
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I often feel that way too nevergoodenough, probably most of the time, but that might be my irrational mind. . Can I just mention that there are about thirty replies to this thread and so many hugs…

Some of us barely get a handful of replies, some people may get one or none and that really hurts too. I know it hurts me sometimes. But I try to think logically and say ok, not everyone has time to read through everything, might not log on or whatever.

For what it's worth I care.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 08:38 PM
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I often feel that way too nevergoodenough, probably most of the time, but that might be my irrational mind. . Can I just mention that there are about thirty replies to this thread and so many hugs…

Some of us barely get a handful of replies, some people may get one or none and that really hurts too. I know it hurts me sometimes. But I try to think logically and say ok, not everyone has time to read through everything, might not log on or whatever.

For what it's worth I care.
Thank you. It's just, I feel like if the people here knew me other than on the internet they wouldn't like me. I'm not special... I can't think of anything that's good about me.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 08:54 PM
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I'm low on words right now, nearly 3am here now and I still here. I get what you are saying. I know in real life I have lost lot of friends I used once have.

Even in real life…people now…it's just all superficial, you know what I mean? I can't tell them stuff because they just wiped me from their lives. I hate the stigma.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 09:17 PM
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Yeah I know what you mean. All my friends left me. Nothing seems to last and no one's feelings seem to be real and it's just overwhelming.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 02:43 AM
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Love doesn't exist. I'm defective and no one will ever accept me for who I am and love me. There isn't anything stopping me from ending my life now. I'm miserable and my life will never have a purpose because I can't make it have one. I'm just a miserable, horrible person.
I have BPD, depression, and social anxiety too.. I understand exactly how you feel. I wish there I had an answer to give you, just hang in there and know that someone understands and I don't think that you're a horrible person.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 06:30 AM
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It's not that I don't want to post anymore, it's just that I don't want to live anymore.
I can relate to what you're saying here. I decided a long time ago that I refuse to think like this and vowed to be (at the least!) a pain in the ***. Otherwise, i was going to live my life to the best of my ability f#$% the rest!

It's been a long journey, yet, here I am and although today is a sucky day for me, I am grateful to be alive, grateful that I can walk and talk without difficulty, grateful that I can see so I can read the books I so love, grateful that I have a job to make money, grateful that I stuck it out and paid off my bankruptcy and installment plan, etc.

This is your life, make the best of it. You owe that to yourself.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 06:34 AM
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Thank you. It's just, I feel like if the people here knew me other than on the internet they wouldn't like me. I'm not special... I can't think of anything that's good about me.
We are all special and unique. Can you remember something said to you that was positive and pointed out a specific talent or skill that you possess?

You are aware that by posting here you have said to the world that you are important? You believe it in the deepest part of you!
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:28 AM
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I care about you. Don't be deluded by the lie that leads to death.

3 things:
1. The right path. The way.
2. The truth(not a lie)
3. Life(the opposite of death)

Seek the truth and the truth shall set you free if you believe it.
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