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Jun 06, 2013, 05:56 PM
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I dont understand what is happening. I've been pretty good for almost a year now.. no therapy.. and all of the sudden, I'm having these wild dreams. I don't want to get out of bed. My brain won't stop. Yet I get nothing done.
When I'm at work I'm great. And when I'm home I feel this monster coming in on me. I don't ever want to go back to the hospital. But sometimes wonder, what the heck is going on so many, diagnoses it not even funny. So I'm just a colorful chameleon. I don't even know if this makes sense. I'm not crazy..I'm by far not dumb..but I am getting afraid and numb.. 
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Jun 06, 2013, 05:58 PM
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Sorry this is happening to you, tiff. Perhaps returning to therapy might be an option for you? Sounds like you definitely need support of some kind.
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Jun 06, 2013, 06:09 PM
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I'm afraid to go back.it seems to intensify things. Just like my anorexia..the more help I reached for the more I'll I became. Although I'm afraid my mind is wondering there also..what is wrong with me.. this no control and people thinking you do this on purpose is crazy..Augh..because I work in the medical field and this is one of the first times I realize. Tornadoes come out of no where..crud!!!
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Jun 06, 2013, 06:24 PM
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Someone please help has this happened to others before???
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Jun 06, 2013, 10:37 PM
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Today has gotten worse..these thoughts..the ed voice. But the thoughts.I care I think but my head is telling me not to. Please someone what is happening..why now? Why again..what will happen to me..??
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Jun 06, 2013, 10:55 PM
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It seems to me that the depression is making it difficult for you to focus ... to ground yourself. I think this is something you need to work on with your T, to find a pattern of exercises or a skill set that will bring you here in a calm, set way.
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Jun 06, 2013, 11:01 PM
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I do ground. My mind is in constant motion always.I'm wondering were the feelings flip happened.and self esteem switch sent off. This is uncategorized and not me.
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Jun 06, 2013, 11:01 PM
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The dark is back..
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Jun 06, 2013, 11:57 PM
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Tifferific, have you been professionally diagnosed as having depression and not manic-depressive illness? The "tornadoes" thing sounds as though there might be something
going on in addition to depression. I'd make an appointment and see my psychiatrist as soon as I could for another evaluation and at least a change in medications or tweaking of them. Hope you feel better soon. |
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Jun 07, 2013, 11:24 AM
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She knows about this..and no matter what the diagnosis..it seems like I do great for so long. Then bam.. I'm so frickin embarrassed right now, I don't know how to talk to anyone..this can't be happening.
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Jun 07, 2013, 12:46 PM
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Called into my doc..Augh.this is crap, waiting for a call back..but see little hope we gave tried so many things..hate riding out storms, and you don't even know were they came from..frustrated..sad..this has to stop!!
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Jun 08, 2013, 03:15 AM
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I called in because something bad was going on with my body.. missed thee call now no one will be there til Monday..just laying here in bed. Sweating shaking.feeling sick. Don't know what else up do..
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| Anonymous32734, Vossie42
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Jun 08, 2013, 02:38 PM
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Wow, it sounds like you're really stressed out! Could you be having a panic attack? Did you stop any medication recently?
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| tifferific
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#14
Jun 08, 2013, 08:26 PM
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No I don't think so. Something is off. So now I wait for a call. Thank you for the reply I don't feel so alone today.
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Jun 09, 2013, 09:29 PM
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How scary to not know what's going on or why! How our bodies betray us sometimes...
 
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Jun 09, 2013, 11:01 PM
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Ya and being close to nowhere here I sit..there's never any help here unless you whip yourself into the hospital..sucks.
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