[sammi]

having a bad day, can't seem to stop crying

[pamelasu]

*hugs* What's wrong?

I'm sorry that you are feeling so bad. I hope that you get feeling better soon!

[sammi]

i don't even know just one of those days i guess

[pamelasu]

Well, I hope that you figure it out so that you can feel better. It might help to read a book or to go for a long walk. Just do something to get your mind off of things for a while. *hugs*

[sammi]

I'm missing my ex boyfriend tonight, It seems i always am anymore. He made me feel important and special and for once not so alone. So i guess thats whats hurting me so much tonight . He used to hold me and i'm needing that so much right now. I miss him and i wish things could have been different,

[sammi]

its just like everything i do is one big mistake. I want to be happy, but i never seem to be able to be. I want to eat food and not get sick. I want to go out with friends and not be so scared of all the people around. I'm tired of watching my life just pass by, but i can't seem to slow it down or get myself out there. I'm just so tired of everything.

I'm sorry i'm just falling apart tonight. Its like i'm a walking bomb just ready to go off. I want to be left alone, and at the same time i don't. I've created this hole for myself, and i just can't get out of it tonight.

I really don't want to be alone anymore.