[telb]

feeling worthless on many levels right now.
i know i need to leave this house.
ive been told by friends i need to leave.
my family has offered to help in anyway.
there relly pushing me to come stay here or there.
they understand my anxiety.
this is what i need. i just cant bring my self to leave.
i feel im not redy for some reason.
im confused, im hurt and im comfertable with those feelings.
im scared...
very very scared.
infact i know i wont be able to accept there offers,
im trapped.
damn i feel worthless.

[pamelasu]

I am sorry you are feeling that low. I hope that you can bring yourself out of it to get out of your home for a while. I know how you feel though and maybe you just need time to actually feel your emotions to help you to move forward. *hugs* Don't be hard on yourself. This too will pass.

[Rapunzel]

Hey Telb,

I don't know anything to say to make you feel better, but I hope you hang on for a while. I've been reading and following your posts & stuff recently, so I just want you to know that more people are with you and pulling for you than you know about. Closer than you think too, maybe. I've just been in SLC the last couple of days even (without internet connection until I got home just now).

TC,
Rap