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#1
Jul 17, 2013, 04:30 PM
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Some days I'm just so tired of being depressed. I always want to feel something else. I want to feel happy! Why can't I? What's wrong that I can't be happy?
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 Anonymous100103, herethennow, jadedbutterfly, kaliope, yellowfrog268
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Jul 17, 2013, 04:37 PM
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I feel the same way. I would love to feel happy again. I can barely remember how it feels but i know it was better than this. To enjoy doing things again would be wonderful. I love to quilt but when I'm depressed, which has been for the last nine months, I can't get up the energy to work on anything. Be glad when they get the meds right. Hope you feel better soon.
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| Anonymous100103, jadedbutterfly
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Jul 17, 2013, 04:40 PM
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Im sorry that depression is robbing you of your happiness. Do you have any fond memories of a happier time that you could reflect on that could bring you a little bit of peace? Do you get momentary joy out of funny movies, do you have a favorite that always makes you laugh? Can you read a good book and escape the sadness for a little while? Just feel the warmth of the sunshine on your skin? Get a coloring book and crayons and reexperience that simple joy? Any of these things, if only for a brief moment?
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#4
Jul 17, 2013, 04:51 PM
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I don't like remembering nice times because it only makes the loss of them sting worse.
I do escape through movies and books, which is nice. But it's starting to feel like I live in a fantasy world. I have to escape into movies and books just to escape every ten minutes. It's like Novocaine. I don't know how long I can thrive on fantasy stories though 
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| Anonymous100103, jadedbutterfly
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#5
Jul 18, 2013, 01:01 PM
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God, please let me die.
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| Anonymous100103, FeelingOpaque, jadedbutterfly
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#6
Jul 18, 2013, 01:11 PM
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What's going on Princess?
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#7
Jul 18, 2013, 01:14 PM
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Just in pain and feeling alone. I just really want to die. If someone, anyone, stabbed me to death right now, I'd give them a kiss in the afterlife.
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| Anonymous100103, FeelingOpaque, jadedbutterfly
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#8
Jul 18, 2013, 01:19 PM
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I go through cycles where I have literally played that exact scenario over and over again, just thinking, can it be that easy to just let go? You're not alone Princess, Superhug from me!
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Jul 18, 2013, 01:21 PM
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I just don't know if I can make it anymore.
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| jadedbutterfly
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#10
Jul 18, 2013, 01:22 PM
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It sucks when depression hurts so deeply. I hate when I get far down into my depression and I feel that way too. For me it's a crazy ride. I feel your pain. I do hope you feel better very soon.
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Jul 18, 2013, 01:26 PM
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#12
Jul 18, 2013, 01:30 PM
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There's nothing to really talk about. I can't really think of anything to complain about. It's just the way it is.
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| jadedbutterfly
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Jul 18, 2013, 06:00 PM
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#14
Jul 18, 2013, 06:13 PM
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I'm sorry that you're going thru that rite now.
I wish I had some magic words of advice to give you that would help, but I know that it's not that simple. (hugs)
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