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Old Jul 19, 2013, 06:05 AM
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Ive almost had 5 days off from depression, panic attacks and anxiety (not completely but good for me) but now it's back...I can feel it spreading through me...the darkness. The doctor said years ago it was pmdd but I'm not sure. I've been self medicating which has been working...but the loneliness I feel inside is crippling.. fear of suicidal thoughts and having to put my family through this black time again....over and over again....

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Old Jul 19, 2013, 08:26 AM
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Old Jul 19, 2013, 05:47 PM
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Sending hugs your way... depression is really a monster. Hope you'll find enough strength to punch that monster in the face.
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Old Jul 19, 2013, 06:04 PM
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Depression and Anxiety is tough to live with. Are you currently seeing your doctor, now? PMDD, can be treated, even with a low dose med. And talking to someone about these thoughts, can be beneficial!

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Ive almost had 5 days off from depression, panic attacks and anxiety (not completely but good for me) but now it's back...I can feel it spreading through me...the darkness. The doctor said years ago it was pmdd but I'm not sure. I've been self medicating which has been working...but the loneliness I feel inside is crippling.. fear of suicidal thoughts and having to put my family through this black time again....over and over again....

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Old Jul 19, 2013, 11:32 PM
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Angel dear. I hope so much that you can pull away from the precipice. One time I felt myself falling into the pit and there came a thought " I don't have to do this". I felt like I was physically preventing myself from going over the edge. It really worked. I gained control over the fall.
If you can't do it alone then please see someone for help. You may need it just for a little while. Why suffer if it is preventable.
Sending you strong thoughts of support and love
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 07:53 AM
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I was on Prozac for years but it reduced my libido to zero and in the end destroyed ny relationship....it's back now but don't want to go down that road again. Not sure what go do really....
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 05:17 PM
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I'm pretty sure most of my problem too is PMMD. I started back on meds a month ago after being off for 2 years. It seems when I'm on my period my mood is better and then I notice a gradual decline when it's over, the worst 2 weeks before. Last weekend I just wanted to sleep and do nothing, and I felt life I was in a horrid pit of such darkness. I hope when the meds kick in it will get better. I hope you feel better too.
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