[jean17]

That's how I feel. I can't do anything right. I can't even get therapy right. I try and try, but nothing ever works. I just keep relapsing into depression and anxiety and an eating disorder. I feel like I should just disappear. I have to start eating. I'm nearly passing out from hunger and yet I get a wonderful sense of accomplishment when I lose another pound. It's sick. But it's the only thing I can do right.

[online user]

Why don't you feel you can do therapy right? I assume you are going and talking. Sometimes it takes a long time to feel better even with a compatible therapist.
Do you think you might need to change therapists? Sorry you are feeling so low!

[Fuzzybear]

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[gayleggg]

I hear you when you say you are in a bad place today. I'm sorry nothing has been working for you so far but it's not you, it's the illness. I only suffer from depression but feel the same way. I can't seem to pull myself out of it. I know that I can't will myself out of depression. I have to keep trying, even when everything else has failed. So you have to keep trying. With therapy it might work with a different therapist. Or maybe different meds. You can't just give up and blame yourself. You didn't ask for any of these issues. Keep reaching out for help.
Gayle