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Old Sep 12, 2013, 08:55 PM
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I need to vent.

I keep self-harming, but there is no need to. I can stop myself, I know I could, but I just don't. I've been given these wonderful techniques and ideas from different people who love me and want to help me, but I just won't stop myself. I don't know anymore, it feels like I'll never get better, I'll never stop. The problem is that I don't want to, but I do want to as well. If I don't hurt myself then I hurt so badly inside its unbearable.

This isn't right, there are people out there who legitimately can't control themselves, and here I am with all these options and will to stop, and I don't! I just feel so sad and angry and disappointed in myself anymore, and that makes it worse. I just don't know what more to say, what more to do, it all just doesn't make any sense at all!
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Old Sep 13, 2013, 12:34 PM
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The problem is that I don't want to, but I do want to as well.
That resonates.

Your self-control impairment is real; it is no simple attitude problem. Please continue to talk it out, here or with people you trust.
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