Reaching Out

I'm posting this out just because I feel like I'm drowning in my own misery and don't know where to go. It's been too months since I was hurt more than I feel like I've ever been hurt. In those 2 months, I've been lower than I think I ever have been, in a dark place that is darker than I think I've ever seen.
But in those 2 months, I think what makes it worse is that no one has seemed to notice my misery or my pain. Not my friend and not my family. Am I wrong for expecting people to notice? I don't feel like I can really talk about it to anyone face to face, but I think I'd like someone to actually notice.
It just makes me feel like I've been totally abandoned, like maybe I don't really have the friends I thought I did.
I'm just moving through my life as well as I can be.
Today is the first of a few milestones I'm just looking to survive. It's the birthday of the person who hurt me. But even though she hurt me, I still can't lay any anger on her. I'm just miserable.

In all honesty, people are too caught up with their own daily pain to worry about anyone elses. I hope you can find the support you are after here

I agree with Supernova. If you wait on other people to get past there own issues and notice, you will have to ask for help and support. People are generally very self centered and don't really see that others need support. Hope you find the support you need here on PC.

I'm terribly sorry for the pain you are going through. Maybe you should consider therapy for processing the grief you are going through. We also have a Grief forum here on PC