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I just wish this pain would end. I feel like giving up, I can't do this, I have too much anxiety. I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright. I'm just so ****ed up.
Last edited by Wren_; Sep 23, 2013 at 10:15 PM. Reason: edited according to PC filter |
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Hi JustWantToBeNormal, I'm sorry you're feeling so upset
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Is the pain constant, or does it ebb sometimes - is it sometimes at least a little bit less painful? If the pain does ebb occasionally, do those times have anything in common?
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It's not constant, I have random times where I just feel so overwhelmed. I cried myself to sleep last night and of course gave myself a migraine. I was just overwhelmed because if feeling unloved, and hopeless because I feel like I'm failing at my job because I am unable to focus. The past few days I know I have a lot to do in a short amount of time at work and brain is just all over the place. I felt like there is no job ill ever be able to do, because I'm too stupid. I feel trapped in this life.
Today thankfully was better, I'm working on mindfulness and paying attention to my surroundings instead of zoning out and daydreaming. I work well with lists so I started one to help me remember things at work. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk - now Free
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I feel the same way. I just want someone to care that I am suffering. I have always been very private. For the first time I reached out to people to let them know I was depressed and no one has even asked if I was ok. I emailed my mom over a week ago and she never even responded to ask how I am doing. Same for a friend. I feel so needy and now so rejected and unimportant.
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![]() Remember, you're not stupid. That's just the depression talking. |
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