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#1
Oct 01, 2013, 10:09 PM
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All I want from life is peace. I don't have any.
I feel like going to a mental hospital so I don't feel so hopeless. That probably sounds bad. I just can't help feeling so alien. I also feel like killing myself. It's impossible for me to not be anxious around people. It's impossible for people to like me because I'm so full of negativity. It would end my subjective suffering. I just want peace, but it evades me. I feel powerless. How can I be secure when I'm weak? I have to be positive and secure, but I can't be positive without security and I can't be secure without positivity. I have no security. And I have no positivity. It's a catch-22. It's like negativity and insecurity are part of my personality. I feel as if I'm at my breaking point. My emotions are wild beasts. I hate emotions. 
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#2
Oct 01, 2013, 10:19 PM
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(((omofca))) hugs to you in this tough time
 you are not alone, I know you don't feel like it now but you can make it through this. Keep posting and sharing, we will do our best to help you
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#3
Oct 01, 2013, 10:38 PM
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It's not impossible it's just not a possibility you know how to achieve.
I've been in the same position and I want to tell you that it can get better. It can always get better, never give up hope. 
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Oct 01, 2013, 11:17 PM
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I feel the same way.
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Oct 02, 2013, 12:17 AM
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Definitely feel hopeless here too. No sign of things ever getting better.
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Oct 02, 2013, 06:41 PM
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I've been there, feeling extremely hopeless. One important thing to think about is how hard it is to kill yourself. If your attempt fails, you could end up in even worse unimaginable pain or even paralyzed. You might lose control of your body and your family members (or close friends) may become depressed about it. Do you have social anxiety? I have social anxiety and some of what you're saying is how I feel around people. You may feel like a black hole, but you can get through this. Just know that you are not alone and you should accept help from others. It does get better, I had to wait 10 years to accept that it is getting better. Sometimes you can be blind to the goodness in your life.
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