[wisewoman]

I was writing a book and I hit the wrong key and bam, it vanished. Summary, all that is going on in my body and my feeling of exaustion, weakness, despite all of the medical gory details, is my depression at fault? I am getting all of the professional help I can but I am tired just getting out of bed. There are some medical issues but I don't know yet if that explains my symptoms. I am on a high dose of a cocktail for depression. How can I know? And I am afraid at what is happening in my body.

tut thats gutting to lose all your work. i know how that feels!! i was once writing a part of my book and hadnt saved it, i spent a couple of hours going really deep into myself and suddenly, we had a powercut! gutting!

depression will make you exhausted, its best to rest as much as possible and allow your body to have the energy to fight it. medical help can only get you so far, and you need to allow yourself the down time too.

things always seem unclear when depression is at its worse. nothings clear and every thing is confusing, thats what i found anyway. but it will clear in time. i promise.

dont worry about your body, as long as you take care of yourself and focus ont hat, you'll be fine. speak to your doctor if you have any concerns, thats what they are here for.

try to start writing the book again, but save regularly. it will help to confront your emotions again, the second time might even be easier. it will get easier everytime, so its not necessarily a bad thing that you lost it all, just do it again and it will help.

i wish you all the health and luck in the world, and you are in my thoughts. you are a wisewoman, true to your name. so use some of that wisdom and pamper yourself, you certainly deserve it.

take care of yourself and i hope to speak soon

simon

[wisewoman]

Thanks Simon, I did not literally mean book, just a very long post explaining health issues and the way I feel. Thanks for the permission to take care of myself. I am worn out tonight from all day at the hospital. Long story but these bones and joints are protesting their earlier treatment. I just need to sort out what is what.

lol, my mistake about the "book". im abit slow on things like that!

well if it helps, you can re-write it but send it to me as a pm. or re-write it and post it. you will know deep down what needs to be done, so just concentrate on it.

i wish you all the best and if theres anything i can do, you are more than welcome to ask ok.

simon

[JustAPixie]

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(((ww)))) sorry. THis happens to me several times a day here... my fingers spasm and ooooops gone. I have bronchitis so I'm typing, otherwise I would be using my speech program (forget the fingers!)

TC