[lenjan]

I have been so busy the last few weeks, and unable to keep up like I used to, and it seems like the only people who remember I'm alive are the ones who want something from me. Feeling like a saleable commodity instead of a person is not a lot of fun. I am doing the best for everyone that I can do right now, and it's still not enough -- story of my life, sad to say.

Sorry for being crabby....I'll go back to the cave now.

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

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Fuzzy

[LMo]

no way, CB - I remember that you're alive! But if it's any consolation, I was away for 3 weeks and only 2 people noticed... so you're not alone.

Eh... we'll survive. We're tough broads, you and I.

[lenjan]

Hey LMo, I noticed you were gone because I was so jealous of WHY you were gone! LOL I'm sorry if I didn't say so. Most of the time these days I don't know if I'm coming, going, or have entered another galaxy completely.

Thank you for noticing me, though. (LOL I actually have a sound clip of Eeyore saying just that, on my webpage!)

[PlanningtoLive]

{{{{{{{{{Candy}}}}}}}}} there are some people you can't possibly not miss. Glad you're around, my friend.

Mary Alice

[(JD)]

YEah, where are the pics???

I'm sorry you (both) feel that no one noticed. Many notice but few say anything. Who knows the whispers of the PMs in your absence? :rtofl:

Hope you feel better soon, candy!

[lenjan]

There isn't enough Xanax in the world right now to make me feel better (or at least less anxious), but thanks for the sentiment....

[prodigiousgamer]

lol yeah i have to take risperdal sometimes andi feel that sometimes that the prescription that my doctor wrote for me is not big enough. sometimes i feel that i need to take all of the risperdal in the world and shove it all into my mouth at once and then take a big sip of milk to wash all of the ripserdal down.

[wisewoman]

Life just IS like that. Sorry andy, hope for better days. I will think of you and want nothing okay. Naa, can't do it. Can I share my new puppies with you? Read about in General. Hope you can keep up.

[darkeyes]

That's not being crabby, sadly many people tend to be that way, I find it all so common with relatives especially, they blow hot and cold, when you can provide for others, they stay in touch, act they care and are concerned with you, then after their needs are fullfilled (sp?) you hardly hear from them. It's easy to get to the point you feel used, and drained.
I have relatives who only call me when they are down or ill, only to talk about themselves, yet if I say anything of how I'm feeling, they suddenly claim they need to get off the phone, they are running late or need to get ready for something. I confess, I've been guilty if running on about how miserable I may be feeling,etc. but have grown away from that after seeing and hearing this coming from others about themselves. I use to call mainly to ask how they were, not to unload, amazing though, I do not get that much, soooooooooooo I no longer do as much calling as I use to, saves me on my phone bill too.
I'm rambling, but I hear you and wanted you to know I understand.
I'm thankfull for PC and it's members, I find it a comfort, my refuge.
Love to y'all,
Roe

[Bethsway]

candybear ((((((((hugs)))))))))))))...you are cared about very much!