Sorry about this...

I am totally freaking out...this has been such a bad week, kids are drepressed especially by son, misses his father who I separate from becuase he was abusing me but of course my son only remembers the good times...blames me...but I want to be strong...cried myself to sleep last night and today when he left for school did not even look me in the eye...crying now!

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Im sorry your having a hard time atm

Take Care

I'm sorry your having a bad morning. Kids bounce back and grow up, he will someday understand why things are the way they are. I hope things improve, keep your head up and never forget you did the right thing, for both of you.

Mark

Thanks I just needed to get things off my chest and feel better. I will try my best to keep my head out of the sand that keeps piling at my feet.

I wish it was just as the moment...but maybe it is...maybe depression is just something that feels so overwhelming since we cannot put anything in perspective...it is do huge sometimes, right?

Yes, its very huge and something none of us that suffers from it has much chance of pulling out of. Not without help atleast. If you dont at the moment, it would be a good time to speak with a doctor, even a counselor about everything thats going on, including on how to deal with your Sons feelings. You need all the support you can get!

Good Luck.

I am sorry you are going through such a hard time...I hope your son realizes this is not your fault...it is something you had to do for all of you! He will one day! Until then you have us to lean on...((((((hugs))))))))