[Sunset-L]

I'm a near middle aged lady who has not yet experience a loving relationship because I have been rejected by men so many times that I became very bitter. Whenever people ask me questions I ignore them, When I try to get through crowds, I say exuse me, and if they don't hear me, I push them out of the way or scream at them.

I disrespect beggers by laughing at them. Whenever loving couples or people with babies/children are around me, I suck my teeth at them and move somewhere else. That's the kind of btch Inow become. That's what happens when I get mistreated.

[gayleggg]

Hi, Sunset-L. Sorry you are in so much pain. I hope you find your experience here at PC to be a positive one.

I'm on the same road as you…just a slightly younger version I suppose. But someday I'm not going to be able to pretend I'm not bitter anymore. I mean, I'll admit to it now, that must be why I'm rejected. Because I make the mistake of being honest and not telling them the lies they want to hear. And no matter how genuinely nice I am and how pretty I look, I'm just ignored. I guess I should just go back to being an ugly ****** like I used to be. It's not like becoming a better person means anything anymore.

[Clara22]

Hi,
Perhaps it is not similar but after I became a disabled person, oh Gosh, I really learned what discrimination is, and that is not good at all. You become a second class citizen. A non person for some, a kind of puppy for others. Men would kiss your forehead ( I would kill them). People would fear you, think that you are not normal, that you are "different", that they would die if they were like you (and they tell you "I do not know how you do it" and I would kill them). And for them it is perfectly fine to do all these things because you are disabled. Oh, and if you complain for something and it is your right, Ok, they think you are resentful, or they pity you.