Gray matter

I am in a lot of pain today....mental...I keep getting calls from creditors...I am desperately trying to pay my bills and I am working with lawyers...but I guess not fast enough for anyone...This sends me into a black abyss... I know my children see me as such a failure...I do not know how much longer I can hold on to the edge...I am slowly slipping away...

((((((constant10)))))))

Hang in there constant10! I went through the same thing years ago, while battling depression and anxiety without having a doctor's help. Keep focused on the future. You are doing the right things to straighten out your situation. Don't let the present day make you forget how much better things are going to be. These things will get resolved. Good luck!!

Thanks. I have to keep my hopes up that I will find a light at the end of the tunnel before more darkness closes in.

Thanks, just hanging in there.

Hang in there! Something will come up and will relieve you from all the stress. Keep faith!! You are strong and you can handle this!! Try to keep your mind occupied and forget about your troubles for a while. It will help you to feel better. *hugs*

Hello I am osrry that you are having such a hard time at this time. Have you tried Consumer Credit Counseling in your area they can help stop the creditor calls, and help establish a pattern of credit that you can pay based on income. Take care and good day Soidhonia

The thing is I am working with two lawyer groups and are helping me with the payment plan...so I don't understand why this company is still hounding me...it causes me a lot of distress since I feel I am doing everything right. Anyway it just kind of adds to my feeling of helplessness...like if whatever I do it turns upside down and get worse. But thanks to everyone for listening. I also feel so bad for my kids...they can see the trouble I am in and probably think I am stupid for letting this happen...its hard...no matter what.