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Old Dec 11, 2013, 11:34 PM
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I think I'm done, was hoping the feeling of peace I felt was a good sign but it isn't. I have no reason to continue
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 01:27 AM
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Hey Martek I'm so sorry that you feel that way - but please don't give up! I'm just meeting you now, and I'd love to get to know you better... maybe a new friendship could be something to continue? I know how it is to feel helpless and losing all hope and peace in life, but things do get better, that I can assure you. You just have to hold on tight, because once you overcome each obstacle, you get stronger!
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 11:24 AM
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Martek, stick around and be with us. You can find the kind of peace you are looking for. Don't give up hope. You have friends here. Let us support you.
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 01:14 PM
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Please, don't give up
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Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 05:06 PM
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yes...please...believe the Peace you crave is possible... NEVER GIVE UP... please promise yourself...

And... thank you for having given me my first hug yesterday when I joined the forum...I tried to send a PM to thank you for that, but was not allowed because I had only had two posts at that time...it feels good to have been able to give you a hug back on your post today.

Try to feel these hugs, these messages of support...these are real, even if from anonymous people...know that you are far from alone...this is OUR struggle, and together we all can help each other learn how to live our own best lives...

I will cry today...but, it will not be only because I am struggling right now emotionally, and i know it is hard on my husband...(even thought he sees me making progress) it will also be because I am doing things about it...part of that is having chosen to come here...to help care for and be cared about by others who are also struggling...

You matter... we all do...you made a difference in my life yesterday...I hope we all have made even a tiny difference in yours today.
God bless you, Martek
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 09:36 PM
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I wish I had more, I want to have more. I need to be saved, I need someone to save me and I don't have anyone. I don't have the will to fight anymore I just have nothing left. I wish I had the will left to fight somehow I lost it and I don't know how to get it back.
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 10:26 PM
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I wish I had more, I want to have more. I need to be saved, I need someone to save me and I don't have anyone. I don't have the will to fight anymore I just have nothing left. I wish I had the will left to fight somehow I lost it and I don't know how to get it back.
Remember to take a deep breathe... if you really had nobody... none of us will reply to you... i know how it feels to be in the dark, all hope lost and defeated... but please remember that is just this horrible moment.. a better one will next... i know those moments feel like they last forever but they don't... if you need to talk to someone i'm right here... you can PM if you want to
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Old Dec 12, 2013, 10:31 PM
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I wish I had more, I want to have more. I need to be saved, I need someone to save me and I don't have anyone. I don't have the will to fight anymore I just have nothing left. I wish I had the will left to fight somehow I lost it and I don't know how to get it back.
I understand...but....

Do any of us really 'have' anyone other than our own selves?

I am now happily married and have had the same feelings you now have...I just hadn't found this forum at that point..l actually thought that I could not possibly go on if something happened to my husband... feeling THAT terror of losing him deeply forced me to accept that it is ME I cannot go on without...that i had yet to embrace ME...and that i had better get on with doing so.

EVERYONE has special and wonderful traits... please contemplate yours...once YOU can get ahold of valuing yours, things WILL change for you, little by little...

Today, I explored the Self-esteem forum...have you done that yet?

Sending you another hug!
Thank you for continuing to share...even the hardest of thoughts...getting them out is so important...examining them is urgent... examine your thoughts for truth... you will find THE truth... you are enough... If i am, you are also!

We all are...simply human, and all equally valuable...with or without 'having others'... because there is only one person we can truly 'have'... our own self.
Hope that helped. YOUR WILL is not what you need... you need your love...your will is sure to surface then...I feel it happening to me... and i felt just like you...
I really did...and I refuse to go back...but, i am grateful to have hit that bottom...it woke me up...really...I am slowly building the self-love that then generates more 'will.'

Chloe
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 12:28 AM
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 09:51 AM
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How do you feel today?
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Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 09:53 AM
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Hope you're feeling better
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 10:43 AM
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Thank you all for your thoughts, I have been going so long I just am tired I just need some rest that I can't seem to get.
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