woke up crying

Whats that all about,i wake up crying thinking about my ex,as i do quite often.The thing is it was me that left her beacause i was hving problems that i couldnt tell her about,jeez seven years just thrown away.I mean it was 7 months ago now,but i still cant get over it and shes with somebody else,which hurts so much.I awoke at 5 in the morning and its my day off too,i mess everything up,all the time its almost like i do it deliberatley,but oh damn i dont know whats going on anymore.I cant stick to anything even college has been missed for the past 2 weeks not that i can concentrate on my meds at the moment anyway,so its probably just aswell.I live in a house full of people but feel so alone.

(((((wanting)))) I gotta go really quick to take my daughter to school, but I wanted you to know I'm here, so, when I'm back I'll PM you, hang in there sweetheart~

Usually when a person wakes up crying it means that the body is dealing with past pain that you are not ready to deal with in your waking life yet. So it's a way for your body to deal with past hurt and turmoil! It's a good thing to happen!!

i am so sorry to hear that, i feel you my friend i was in the same situation. Almost exact, it`s been seven months since i left but still miss her. But it`s gets better, i promise you.
Tommy

It doesnt feel like its ever going to get better,al i can do is think not only of her but of all the mistakes i keep making in my life.I still see her and i know she misses me still even though she is with somebody else.getting back together is not a realistic option anymore,so i just wish this pain would go away its like my heart is being ripped out and i dont have the energy to do anything positive anymore.I wish my med would hurry up and start working,and make me feel like i can livs agian.my sleeping pill is starting to work though so i better get into bed,at least i know the pain will be gon in few minutes.

i am here for you man. She loves you and remembers you, and is not over you, you don`t get over someone soeasley after 7 years. As for getting back togather? just like the song says by the Beatles, "tomorrow never knows" . Be optimistic and focus on yourself and things are gonna start happening, good things. Until next time mate
Tommy

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Wanting))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

So sorry! I hope your pain goes away soon!!

Linda

((((((( Wanting ))))))))