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Nov 18, 2006, 10:46 PM
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i'm slipping into a low mood again...i can feel it coming...i've been on a bit of a high for the past few weeks as i've had exams so i'd been studying up to 12 hours a day, living on will power and caffeine...works for a while, but i feel like i'm about to crash now. i'm kinda stressed about track as i'd been training really hard for that too but performing really badly despite having done everything right. i know now it's b/c i'm anemic cuz i got a check-up from a sports physician, but still feel kinda useless all the same. and i'm bored cuz exams ended so i'm now on holidays, and even tho i'm working a bit, i'm used to being super-busy...and boredom is terrible for me as it only breeds depression....gosh, i feel like i'm about to go under and i wanna stop it, i so do, but i just feel completely and utterly exhausted. this can't be happening, i am not gonna get depressed YET AGAIN damnit, i'm meant to be better now!! and u know what else? all the methods i used to use to cope with stress and depression and life in general, i.e. self-harm and eating disorders, i can no longer bring myself to do such things to myself. i just can't do that sort of thing anymore...i've no longer got that raw burning pain in me. it's the best and worst thing at the same time.
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Nov 19, 2006, 03:37 PM
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I hope you start feeling better soon zombiette (((Hugs)))
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Nov 19, 2006, 11:22 PM
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(((((((zombiette)))))))))
I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. That sucks.  I hope you're feeling soon and that your exams go well 
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Nov 21, 2006, 12:32 AM
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I'm so sorry you are having these feelings again. I'm wishing the best for you.
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#5
Nov 21, 2006, 12:44 AM
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thank u for your replies everyone
 i have been struggling a bit here and there but i have gotten some extended hours a work which has helped fill out my day a bit, so am now working 30-35hours p/wk, which is a good balance i think. am awaiting exam results in two weeks..hopefully everything will go my way! thanks again for ur support, it means a lot to me, and i am trying to keep a positive attitude towards this by considering it a challenge in my recovery that i can overcome!
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#6
Nov 21, 2006, 09:25 AM
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Good luck on your exam results!!
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