[wanting]

If it wouldnt upset so many people me depsrting i would do it right away.i feel so bad right now,after my OD last week ive had no other support except from family,but that isnt right i cant talk to them like i can a sranger.I have a freind,she loves me but i even felt something different in the way she acts now i told her "everything"last week,warts and all.she is a trained counsellor but is still afreind and i knew she was shocked by what she found out about my history,i just dont know what to do ive been signed off work for 2 weeks i have one left and i want it to be constuctive.and i am still cutting although not very bad

[pamelasu]

I am sorry you are feeling so low tonight! I hope you get some good sleep and let your mind excape from what ever is hurting you so much. Try to accept your problems and then let go of them. Again I hope you get feeling better soon! *hugs* hang in there!

[Boopers]

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It's understandable that you are still feeling so low. After all, it was only last week that you were so sick. I just wish you had at least one person you could count on. It sounds like the friend is one but you said even she is different toward you. I wish only the best for you and I am so glad that you are cutting less. That is a positive sign. Maybe if you ask your friend if she knows of anyone that you can go see, like a T. I think it would help you.
Hope you feel better soon!!
Linda