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Nov 27, 2006, 08:26 PM
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My positive actions, feelings, thoughts and accomplishments are of no consequence.
I am, by defiinition, dirty and disgusting. I always was  I am defined by and should always be punished, as harshly as possible, for all my mistakes. If there is any possiible doubt as to why I do anything, the reason is always negative If others don't punish me harshly, I punish myself anyway, endlessly......Other people's mistakes and thoughtless or wrong actions don't count because they are intrinsically more valuable than I am. It's only me who should always be punished.In loving memory of a parent. I do not think like this all the time. Far from it. But those dark and ugly thoughts are there lurking somewhere, threatening to overwhelm me and choke the life out of me I'm still fighting. I'm still trying ... and I'm trying to do the right thing, the wise thing, the kind thing, even when overwhelmed by pain. How can I respect others (even when they seem not to respect me) at all times and yet be true to who I am? I wish I knew. But I'm trying.... I always have.... but I am also learning, although I wish it didn't hurt so much
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Nov 27, 2006, 08:43 PM
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(((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))) I'm kind of in the abyss myself at the moment, so don't have any words of wisdom. Sorry.
It's good that you recognize where these thoughts are coming from, though.
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Nov 27, 2006, 09:11 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Fuzzybear said: I'm still fighting. I'm still trying ... and I'm trying to do the right thing, the wise thing, the kind thing, even when overwhelmed by pain. How can I respect others (even when they seem not to respect me) at all times and yet be true to who I am? I wish I knew. But I'm trying.... I always have.... but I am also learning, although I wish it didn't hurt so much </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> We all are Fuzzy, even when it feel like we are losing, we are still here, Hang in there hon~
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Nov 27, 2006, 09:20 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))))) You are not dirty or disgusting nor need to be punished. You are just right the way you are. I hope you can stop punishing yourself as you don't deserve it. I am glad you are still trying. Please take care of yourself.
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Nov 27, 2006, 10:05 PM
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(((((((Fuzzy))))))
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 complic8d"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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Nov 27, 2006, 11:26 PM
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I'm sorry Fuzz. I hope someday you can see yourself as everyone else here does.
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Nov 27, 2006, 11:30 PM
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Thank you all
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Nov 28, 2006, 12:31 AM
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Fuzzy, you are a warm, caring, giving, loving and wonderful person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
We all love you. Linda
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Nov 28, 2006, 12:34 AM
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Fuzzy,
We seem to have some of the same darn track in our heads - someone else's crap. I can't say much, but I know wholeheartedly that you are a wonderful person... err, bear ... that is very nice and warm and friendly to lots of people. I also know that a lot of people love you very much. (((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))
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Nov 28, 2006, 02:25 AM
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 Fuzzy, you DO count. What you acheive, how you feel, the positive things you do, I'm telling you they do not go un-noticed. I may not know you as well as some other people, but i can tell you for sure that what you do on here is noticed. You are such a caring person who always is there to give a hug, or say something thoughtful, and I can guarantee that you've helped many people on here. No body deserved to be punished or ignorned, and you certainly don't. And I know how it sucks to always have this dark cloud over your head, or those negative hidden voices that randomly come out ... but, you just have to believe that one day they will ease. It is hard to always see the light at the end of the tunnel ... you just have to know that it is out there. Take care
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Nov 28, 2006, 10:00 AM
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hi, I have days like that also...my therapist says that those thioughts are just fantasys and the oppersite of that fantasy is that I am great, wonderful ...I just need to find the "reality" which is somewhere in the middle...maybe just try and do what is in front off you to be done today to take your mind of "self"...I know doing the Ironing works wonders for my self obsession.
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#12
Nov 28, 2006, 10:51 AM
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It's a an old parent tape. That old parent tape plays from time to time but it's not true. Please know that you are a very special bear.
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Nov 28, 2006, 05:46 PM
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Thanks so much everyone, I appreciate your caring and insight
(((((((((((((( All on this thread ))))))))))))))) Love, Fuzzy
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