Anyone else get like this?

I don't know if this is the right category. If not, I apologize.

So with my treatment plans, I work with two different county agencies to work on avoiding another hospital trip. I met with the one worker on Thursday, and I found out then that she had to fight to keep me, her supervisors were trying to switch me to someone else. Then yesterday my other worker quit. It's a long story, but it's been coming for a while, it was just a matter of when. Her supervisor told us. Then tried to get me to go talk to her. When I get upset, I shut down. She ended up sending another one of the workers I knew before I started as a client with the agency. She hit it on the head. I know she didn't do it because of me, but in a way, I kind of feel....idk, lost in a way? And it brings back a lot of memories of losing other people who were in a mentoring position with me. I don't know how to explain it. I'm seriously considering asking that agency to discharge me. At this point there's only two other workers, and I don't want to be on either of their caseloads. Anyone else feel like this? If so, any suggestions on how to deal with the next few days?

not really, but i wish you the best.

hope you can work something out

hope you get well soon!

I understand what it's like to try and avoid going to the hospital. The question is, do you feel you can do that without counseling? Of course, counseling never saved me because it was usually the counselor that told I needed to go to the hospital. You need to do whatever will keep you safe. Good Luck