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Mar 14, 2014, 07:50 PM
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I had been doing so damn well. It was amazing. Hadn't felt so good for years. Literally.
And now? Honestly things were awesome. Right now I feel like giving up. Again. I had the dreams last night. They told me enough. And today, I feel like I have done before when I've attempted. And because I can feel it, I want to make it true. I can't find the words to make this make sense. I just can't be dealing with it. I want to give up. You know when you have all that you need to go through with it, but there is one little detail stopping you? It's like that. I. Give. Up. |
 GenCat, LadyShadow
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Mar 14, 2014, 07:54 PM
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Im right there with you. One bad day and BAM you just want to give up and die. All I can say is you cant give up because you don't want depression to win. You are WORTH fighting for
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Mar 14, 2014, 08:04 PM
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I'm glad you made sense of my ramblings, I'm not even sure that I do.
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Mar 14, 2014, 08:15 PM
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Ones own mind can become ones enemy with depression, thats why it helps to talk things out and look at things from a different angle or side. I was so sure my problems were all gone just because they hadn't popped their ugly heads up but one day it was like I was living my old life again and I was hopeless and didn't want to fight anymore. But each day I fight I feel better, I see hope and I find joy in helping others if I can.
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Mar 14, 2014, 08:20 PM
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That makes so much sense. That's exactly how I feel. Like it's just appeared, popped up its head. Why does it happen so suddenly after doing well? It sucks.
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Mar 14, 2014, 08:33 PM
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To keep one on their toes I suppose. I don't know just be glad you have recovered once, you can do it again and again. You are stronger and stronger everyday.
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