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Mar 18, 2014, 05:28 PM
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I am suffocating by this depression. Choked by my anxiety. Every minute of every day I slowly feel like I cant breathe. My neck feels like it is breaking off. My body slowly shutting down. I have no one to turn to, no one who understands and certainly no one who listens to me. Besides my T and I cant talk to her when I need to. I feel pretty hopeless and alone right now.
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Mar 18, 2014, 06:03 PM
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It wasn't that long ago you were posting how you were gonna beat this thing and tell your story to whoever would listen. Don't let go off that.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Mar 18, 2014, 06:19 PM
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Guess its my bipolar way of thinking...
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Mar 18, 2014, 06:35 PM
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I feel like I am going deeper and deeper into the water, like I am drowning little by little. Sometimes I might float a little by most of the time I am gasping for air. Sometimes I guess you just have to try to hang on. Take it day by day. It is so hard, but You aren't alone in those feelings.
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Mar 18, 2014, 06:43 PM
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Use PC as a rope to hold on to in between sessions with your T and pdoc.
Years ago I wrote a series of poems about my depression. It was i in the sea alone and sinking. I've found out that those feelings are the lies of depression. As horrible as all this seems it will pass. 
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