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Mar 23, 2014, 10:07 AM
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I wish I could not!...
things damage me more than I can explain!... there are too many upsets... I wander amongst the things that hurt me.... I wish I could just give it up... I wish 
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Mar 23, 2014, 11:27 AM
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Quote:
 Some of us easily bruised types either stop wandering or find other paths. Some of us cannot help but continue the painful way.
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Mar 23, 2014, 02:25 PM
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It sounds just like my depression. You're not alone. Hang in there because it does get better.
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Mar 23, 2014, 02:39 PM
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What type of hurt to you wander amongst?
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Mar 23, 2014, 02:51 PM
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I know for me, I think I was born too sensitive. I see and perceive all the evil happening in the world. When I fight back against it, I end up fighting things all the wrong way, which ends up hurting me more as well as my loved ones. I just sit there and take it and take it until I snap the wrong way. I just want the world and the people in it to love each other and be good to each other. Its sadly not like that. In my life I have never truly felt unconditionally loved. Even with my first husband, I just was never 'good' enough for him. Always being pushed into his fantasy of threesomes every damn time I had relations with him. Plus dealing with him shoving porn down my throat and then his subsequent hiding his porn addiction. I was never, ever good enough. It spiraled me into this abyss of self-hatred and self-punishment. Its like I thought I deserved it all. This is an example of my feeling so utterly rejected by everyone around me....I was just never good enough just the way I was. It fed the fire in me. Pushing back against things and people in all the wrong ways. When voicing my feelings and expressing my viewpoints were not accepted, man, it just unraveled me to no end. Why can't people accept and respect people for who they are and not try to change them or coherse them into doing things against their principles and beliefs. The utter rejection is really difficult to deal with after some time of it. I'm rambling, so I guess I will stop. I don't even know if I am making sense.
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