[Viuam]

Moving tomorrow.... Mixed feelings.. I'm so psyched to get out of here and start fresh, but I'm heading out into the unknown and have no current prospects. So it might just turn out to be a huge failure and I'll end up having to come back to Venezuela, which I do NOT want. I'm really nervous about it. My bags are all packed, but wow I cannot believe the amount of crap a person can accumulate. I'm leaving a ton of things that I really wanted to keep, and that makes me sad. I'm very afraid right now, I'm going completely out of my comfort zone and I don't know how to calm myself down right now. I think that maybe I'm making a mistake by taking such a big risk? I'm freaking out a little.

On a side note, I did something a little childish today. Asked my ex to block me on Instagram, since we have mutual friends that could inadvertently lead me to info on the general feed page. Also his profile is public and I know that I will check eventually. I do not want to find something that will break me. Yeah, it is sort of a self punishment ritual to do that, so knowing how I am I asked him to block me. He never responded and has not actually blocked me yet. So I'm annoyed about that too.

[LaborIntensive]

Moving can be a great way to rekindle your fires to make more of yourself and find new adventures! I wish you the best and sometimes leaving behind our personal junk and belongings helps make the fresh start happen easier for us. I did this a few times in my life and it made me feel young and gave me more experiences that many people I have know have not had in their lives.

[Altered Moment]

Did you say you were moving to the US? That is a big move. Where in the US are you moving to?

[Maria38Divine]

I wish you all that's good. I hope the move goes smoothly.

Remember, wherever in the world you go, you'll find us here. If things get a bit overwhelming, send us a message so we can support you through it.

[Viuam]

Thanks guys. I'm moving up to Boston actually. I hope that things go well, but I'm terrified of just being there and not finding a job. Here I have the luxury of having my parents, up there I will not have that safety. I imagine that I'll start straight off with some menial job, the thing is that you hear some really dark stuff in he news about the economy and about people not finding jobs for months, even years. And it's not exactly like I have the most stellar resume, I have two years of gaps due to depression. I have no idea how I could explain that away and I obviously can't tell the truth. Still no word on the Instagram thing by the way, and now I feel like an idiot for even asking. Meh

[Nammu]

You are very brave. Keep in contact though PC.