[waterknob1234]

On the good note, I loved going to church today. I help out in a ministry in our church There was love, joy, worship, fellowship, and sweet peace there. I enjoyed serving my people. It was wonderful. I even found myself smiling for a change. I wish everyday could be Sunday. On the bad side I am dreading going to work tomorrow. I totally lost my composure there on Friday. I had a total nervous breakdown and started crying uncontrollably. I have this constant bad feeling that many people there are out to get me personally. Complete paranoia. In my logical mind I know this is not true. But I no longer function with a logical mind. Feelings take over logic.

[msbunnyryu]

God, you are opposite of me! I don't have a job right now and out of school (because I will be graduating in few days). But, I loved going school (even though I hate getting up so early). And I hate the church. I always wished that I was sick on Sunday so that I could not attend church. Church made me depressed than any place in the world could. Whenever I attend church, I always felt like an outsider. People says that everybody in the church is nice and such. Well, guess what? To me, they are not a nice people. Everyone in my church looks like they have a poker face (They really do. They are like the best actors I have ever seen). I know that school and work place are different things, but I really enjoy weekdays than weekends.

I wish that things will work out for you! I kind of want to give you the tip, but you don't have to take it. The tip is: why don't you try to think that everyday is Sunday? Try to put your imagination that your work place is like a church. I know this may sound crazy and impossible, but it might help you. I'm not saying it will 100% work. If you try and doesn't work, you can blame me for the failure. But, I really hope that next weekdays will be good for you.